28 Sep

On my fav date, JiashiDing and I had a lunch date at IKEA:))





All-Times Favourite:))





My FISH!!!!


He had chicken wings with white rice haha really a weirdo:)) we had a long lunch.. Hahha just talk and talk endlessly and we or rather am too famished to walk hahah so we sat there for more or less 2 hrs!!
I never like to go IKEA bcoz there's nth for me to shop or buy!!! Not as if am changing furnitures like how i change clothes!!! However this time I insist to go IKEA with him not just bcoz of the good food there but giving him more ideas and enlightment for his room design...say Sweet!! Haha

P.S half a year ago...
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“Don’t fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains two descriptions: might have, and should have.” — Louis E. Boone

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Everyone owns only a heart so please handle each heart with care.

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“I do not exist to impress the world. I exist to live my life in a way that will make me happy.” — Richard Bach

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Had a JB trip with my family yesterday. I didn't get myself anything though my purpose there is to shop and somehow it turns out to be EAT!!! Dad went for a massage while mom and bro went shopping so there i was sitten at drink area alone with my all-time Favourite Mocha freeze + Hazelnut (it didn't deserve a thumbs-up). Somehow i went to read up the past messages between me and JiaShiDing. I never like or rather scare to read past messages especially people who I no longer contact with; somehow just dare not face the past! Not me right?! I know. Anyway all the messages remind me of how much we have been through..be it the encouragement texts during examination period, evil texts when we fight over stupid matters, venting our anger on texts when we had fight with others, then cold war periods when there are no texts (no more can we?!) and nevertheless some sweet-texts:)

Earth lover

C.C's girlfriend- the Earth lover delicate each plastic cup with individual name and notes. Haha mostly note are ' Pls save the Earth and reuse!' but mine is slightly special ' xinci, reuse- I know you will save the Earth' haha she knows am an Earth lover too as I don't like to use straw!!! She is one of the most unique gal I have ever met. Together with C.C, they are a cute and funniest couple I seen:))
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contented

I have received so many texts and conversation asking how's my results!!! Ok the bad news is am not happy with my GPA. It's not as good as i want it to be. I hate the fact that now + grade do make a tremendous difference in the calculation of GPA:((
Anyway the good news is I got into CP:)) I called JiashiDing immediately after receiving Mr Sng's call. Oh btw JiashiDing did so much better than me so there's no need for me to mention much. So proud and happy for him btw haha. Next i called my parents to break the good news. (opps I don't know why i called JiashiDing HAHA)
Thinking of how stressful and busy i will be when sch starts with more electives, additional programme, endless projects and research just make me sad and moody TO THE MAXI:(((
Though i know i may choose the wrong path of journey, i have to make do with it and do my very best still. I seriously hate PROJECTS AND RESEARCH:((( I can cry now thinking how scary it is:(( depress to the maxi!!!
ok enough of complaints. Be contented I Must.

Am having skin allergy now:(((( I have to no idea what am allerge to but it's has nothing got to do with the alcohol or even the chalet right right? Yes absolutely!!!

Tomorrow is the release of 1.1 Sem results!!! Am scare....

Agrhhh itchy and urgly skin i have now...Please recover fast by today!!!!

Today, I have the Best Morning do you?

Am blogging here with aching body..i have not sleep for like half or a day?! Anyway finally went back to sch with Jiashiding on Monday to meet up with the best, charming, interesting, funny teacher I ever had. We had a long talk and as usual he will give us some advice about life and choice we make in the near future. Haha of course we crap alot as well. He is simply a wise yet fun person. I just can'twait to see him again. Seriously adore to the Maxi. Oh and of course not to forget the lamest and easy-going teacher ever- Mr Cheng!!! However he has something on so didn't to see him:( Hopefully lunch with them sooon!!!

The funniest yet trying to be fierce teacher! Didn't get to see her either!

Oh and I miss Ms Fang! She is a great and friendly teacher:)

Aching body but i don't feel like sleeping somehow...no sleeping mood at all! Anyway I has an Awesome chalet yst. Sorry I think I slipped too much and must be crapping alot for the whole night but am pretty sure am not drunk HAHAH. However i don't know why somehow i remember C.C and his gf kept laughing at me?!! WHATEVER hahah!!! cute and fun couple:)

Thanks Jiashiding for taking care of me and handling my silly crap nonsense. Sorry I know am not an easy gal to handle especially i have my own set of thinking and i believe that everything has a reason behind. Thanks for being patient with me. Love

P.S I don't want to miss any chance of expressing my feelings bcoz time wait for no man.

Mom just asked me " Mei (DON'T LAUGH HAHA) you don't need to sleep? aren't you tire?" Mom knows me the best HAHA she knows i don't sleep in chalet and must be having High time! Thanks mom for being so understanding. Love you whole loads!

I swear it's not ok

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Next step

Perhaps we have come to the ending point of a bridge when we have to make a decision if we are continuing this journey together or board on different boats and leave. I totally understand that deep in one corner of everyone's heart, there is one person who they will never forget. I have. However take note of this; there's a difference between letting go and pretending that you have forgotten. There is also a difference between habit and love. Ask and answer yourself that.
We have came across too many obstacles throughout these years. Memories are created, footprints are left, people comes and go in our life, old friends, new friends. I think I have come to a point when I can go like ' oh interesting... So it shows something?!' I believe this has nothing got to do with lack of trust but more like a warning sigh on the bridge which says ' think before you make the next step of your life because you may not be able to turn back'
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So did dad:)

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Love Delication@1

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRANDMA:)) my family travelled to neighbour place last week to celebrate my beautiful grandma's 80 Birthday:)) I know I mentioned it many times but I don't care I want to say it again and again; she is the most important person in my life!!! Without her, am nothing at all! I will love and adore her forever of my life. May you live long and stay beautiful. Love.

HAHHA sorry if the photo above freak you...that's my well-known sis:) She is now in HK for intership and that is going to take half a year. Miss you tons..not your scolding, bullying, demanding but just YOU:) Everytime before I sleep, I will glance at your bed for awhile..feel weird that it's empty:( but anyway... Everyone is so proud of you lovely girl and we believe that you are going to do well there. STAY STRONG! Love.

I saw this poster in Popular and instantly it makes me think of MinMin!!! All the Best for your exams:)) BE CONFIDENT!!! Love.

I want you

Time for Holiday updates:) all right i have been busy working being event helper. It tiring standing up the for freaking 9 hours yet it's fun working with entertaining people and luckily it's just 3 days. Thanks Xuan for introducing the job:) Anyway today is the last day of work so went to dine in with Tin and Bye for dinner at Aston. Thumbs-up for the restaurant becoz it's cheap and served with awesome food; that explains why it always has long Q. HAHA even our Chef Bye greatly recommend the food:) Nice!

Had a Great chat with both while dining and a Greater travel time with Tin. HAHA we are really idiotic, dumb, lame to the Maxi. Love it still HAAH

He granted me the permission to draw on his hands (again). hahah we were not waiting for any train but just sat down in the MRT station and he patiently give me his hand to show my 'talent'!

HAHA so I drew a limited edition watch for him:) We took a photo together but can i not reveal it?! haha I want to keep it myself!!! The separation is always the toughest part. We will drag and argue, pull and push like kids. haha But i love it to the Maxi.

I wannnnnnnt to go back to PRSS next week!!! I missed Teacher's Day:(

I wannnnnnnnnnnt to eat JCO yogurt again!!! Greatly introduced by Tin which cause me to be addicted!!!

I wannnt to bring lunch to T's place and watch him play games! ( idiotic?!)

P.S. wanted to bury down without asking/telling bcoz I decided to trust you.

Yesterday you told me you like you.
Today I was told it's not me.


Love, hug me and tell
Me to trust you
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Updates!!!

After catching up with my bed and I finally have the energy to update my life..let's see what happened with my relationship with Books


First dating out with books plus my lovely people @ TM Teadot!! That's xuan's drink and of course I have my lavender wildness as usual:)


Next, dating at home with books and Xuan;) then sis back home with my Favourite SUBWAY LARGE DRINK:)) it's a trade between me and her- If I massage for hern while she study, I will get a subway drink in return:) HAHA worth trade!


This is what I learned in POM- Leading. The most interesting topic especially the 2 types of leaders- Transformational and Servert leaders. Am transformational leader as i don't have most of the servert leaders' skills:||


Ohhh!!! I was waiting for my sis at suntec city so I took out my notes to read through haha I hate to waste time and shopping mood wasn't there as I was too stressed over exams:( andandand then there's a few guys distributing balloons to promote some furniture stuff I think. They walked over to me and offered me every different colours of balloon. Though it's not hellium balloon, I appreciate their sweetness.





Dessert is the best medicine during examination period:)) love it especially it's OREO. Am a BIG OREO FAN I have one pack everyday:)
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Mugging for the last 4 days:)


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I need MORE SLEEP!!!

YES!! Had my birdnest today to give me energy Haha.. Ok am here not to show am rich to afford to eat birdnest. First am NOT rich ( neither am pretty or smart!!!) second, am sharing happiness ( think of coka-cola?!)
6 more days to my freedom yet I have not been mugging at my hardest in the last few days. Am now at suntec city waiting for my sis to get her Canon S97 camera which is the lastest small compact of DSLR!!! It's amazing so is the price but am not excitied over it! The sight of crowd makes me more tire and she's late argg!!! Am just not in a good mood and am extremely TIRE today!!

Not downset but upset

I hate to admit this but I feel extremely stressful. I don't know how much information I remember, I don't know if I will panic during exam and blank-out again, I don't know if I can do Well, foremost I don't know if I have tried my best!!!
Am super upset:(
But I don't want to tell or reveal how upset and stressful am.

P.S I should be glad about having you with me now though you are not mine & never will.
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Can you Please?