Christmas:)

Did u have an enjoyable, peaceful & memorable 09 Christmas celebration? Because i DiD :)

Had an Awesome countdown with my girlfriends. Great Companies-D,xh&Bs. Good Atmosphere @ Esplanade & Orchard Road with couples/friends kissing, Drinking & hugging. Nice photo-shooting/gossiping/laughing.

Dear girlfriends: No matter what happens or any changes in my life, nothing is going to affect our Friendship negatively. I can't say Friends Forever as everlasting never seems to exist. However i know that we will be there for one another whether it's happiness to share or sorrow to tear. Me&Alphabet10 are not as what u girls think soya.

Actually Jimmy is nice:) He personally helped me put on a plaster when i injuried my index finger. Evil/mean Jimmy is nice.

shld i go to work later? am not feeling well:(

Either I keep him by my side or I let him go to her side
In the end, I let him go.
But he's back
What does that imply?
Tell me.

p.s Hate that iloveyou

I got myself hurt physically & mentally during work yesterday.What a Bad working day and I guess it applied the same to my other colleagues. Greeks am working till 1am later but glad that T is there. Hopefully E will be there as well and am Not under Jimmy's station!!! Damn Him. whatever it is, am going to bear for a few more days n i can get him out of my sight. I know i dun have to put myself through such a hard time but i promise myself to work till the coming end of December. Promises are not meant to be broken. So Endure! By the way after i ____, am sooo going to bring a group of friends to ____ in _____ to torture Jimmy. Want to join the gang? contact me;) F. Jimmy you wait and see.
I screamed for Nitsuj yesterday and just hope he was there with me yesterday night. Though he wasn't, am happy enough to receive a surprise text from him this morning:)
P.s. Internally, I scream again can you hear me?

I know He don't belong to me

and He never will.

I will Accept this fact

soon

Dad: Who give you the permission to work?
I started to talk some sense which isn't making any sense:/
Escape before my Dad comes Home-Good idea?
I believe I have a understanding and reasonable Dad who won't drag me out of my working place.
Keep my Fingers cross:)

Can't wait for the next round. We are baking better n Better:) Yummy!

In 16 Hours time, am going to put on my Jeans, hang a wide & Bright smile across my face and off I go to my very First-Job in my life. Am so excited like a new-born baby who just enter into this sweet&bitter World. Treat me well Not Swenson:)

He just bring Smile to me a few minutes ago.

Adores*

insomnia!

Freaking Not feeling well. I have not been sleeping for 2 days. Greeks, Hate this! Tossing n turning on bed, with no trouble and just can't sleep! My body is aching n am heading out in less than 1/2h ; not prepare at all. Thx. I think i will have disputatious comments later which may turn out into War. Control!