Mistake at Wrong Time

Dearest did his first time to me weeks ago!! hahha before u think wrongly, he gave me flower for the first time during CCN day. Although I knowit beforehand, am still touched. Love it whole loadssssss oh and and and the road runner!! pls its not a donald duck!!!

I committed a mistake yst nigt. I nv thought it was a mistake in the past. I did causally anytime when someone knocks. But I guess I can no longer do it again. I want to respect him, myself and us. This decision doesn't come from a force or request but rather self-reflectation. Guess it will bring good from all sides. Love you dearest and am sorry. Squeezeeeeee....

am waiting for my hrm presentation now! luck plsssssssssssssssssssssss

If you cant handle me at my worst, you dont deserve me at my best

To summary up all, depressing weeks. My mood has been going Up and Down. Please do kow that am a human. I feel stressed, upset and unhappy at times. Dont expect me to be cheerful and positive at all time. Its fucking tiring. Haven I differentiate my fake and real smile obvious enough?!
Hrm is killing me too much.
Dear readers, hope ur have been doing well.

I:)phone

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Ways to love your Girlfriend.

1. When you say goodbye, hug her for that extra moment, even if people are watching.
2. Make her feel important: Talk to her, sincerely ask her if she is alright if she seems sad or hurt.
3. Stand up for her.
4. Buy her something personal. Or, better yet, make her something.
5. If she tells you that she loves you, kiss her lightly, then whisper “I love you more” while you are still touching her lips.
6. Take her out, even not to an expensive dinner or the movies. Sometimes where you first met or a walk around the park can be very romantic.
7. Hold her hand when you’re with your friends.
8. Share inside jokes.
9. If there is a food she loves, buy it and surprise her.
10. Always call her back, even if it’s just to say I love you.
11. If she is lagging behind, pick her up in your arms and carry her.
12. Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc..Randomly give her a peck on the forehead, nose, cheek, etc..
13. Look her deep in her eyes.
14. Gather her up in your arms and kiss the top of her head.
15. Love her at her worst.
16. Give her your sweatshirt and cuddle with her.
17. Pick her up and spin her around.
18. Laugh with her, not at her.
19. Listen to music with her, and with same headphones, of course!
20. Listen to everything she says.
21. Tell her how much you love her.
22. Always ask her what would make her happy that you could do.
23. If you start fighting stop and say i love you and im sorry can we stop fighting please.
24. NEVER tell her she’s ugly, fat, etc. (even if you’re joking)
25. When a girl is mad at you , you never stop talking to her even if she’s says go away or i never want to talk to you again never stop talking to her and saying sorry for what you have done.

p.s pink: Done by Boyfriend:)

Stay Strong.

Just to share something interesting I learned in X-cultural Psychology.

Humans have unique cognitive abilities and I believe they are the strongest animal of all in the world. We are the only animals aware of the fact that we will die eventualy. True that everyone is afraid of inevitable death. Hence, we create psychological phenomena as a buffer against the terror of death. Therefore, the more we have to give meaning to our life. We have to live and love and not just exist. Human must balance a propensity for life with an awareness of the inevitability of death.

Credit to (Becker,1971,1973), (Greenberg,Solomon, & Psyszczynski,1997), (Becker,1971), (Triandis,1972)

Hang on there men.

Hello peeps:) Loong time no see( Not really?!)
updateupdateupdate!!!

SteamFish Day

2 weeks ago, Bestfriend brought me to eat my Fav(our Fav).....

FISH:))

we have been saying and looking forward to steamfish day!!

oh it just happens to be business week and so both of us are wearing yellow!!

Not to miss the order of Bestfriend's Fav: Chicken

I need to distance with chicken nowadays. Had too much:/

and I had kfc twice last week!

OMG!!! NO MORE PLEASE!!!

BestFriend's recommendation: mee sua (hehe)

I love the soup!!!


There goes out main course:
Spicy Sour fish!!!
Totally match my taste!!
I like it VERY VERY MUCH!!!
Bestfriend insisted on taking photo of me eating and posting here
bcoz i always did that to him!!

There goes me eating in sweat on the road with my cardigan on:)

Love it though and its making me hungry now!!!

TaTa: Clear all plates

and i finished more than half the fish:)

Satisfied Meal:)))

Am so full that I wanted to drag Bestfriend to walk to Taneh Merth before we have our dessert.

But he insisted toooo far so I had to follow him and take mrt:((

Haha but i made him climb stairs haha so happy!!

Garret!! we went to have ur Fav: durian kaya!!!

Initially I thought it's a puff but it's toast!

It tastes bitter sweet and durian smell is pretty strong in the mouth.

Garret are u hungry now? hehe!!

11.5.2011

The Love

BestFriend bought me a Longchamp bag from his Europe trip!!

This really come unexpectedly

He planned to give me it my Birthday gift then He realised that

I had one from my HK trip. So he went to buy another birthday gift for me!!

Omg what more can i ask?!

It's PINK PINK PINK!!!

For what I know it's Not sold in Sin:)

It makes me feel guilty and sinful ttm.

I hate to be spolit especially by BestFriend (though he hardly does HAHA)
Bcoz the truth is; beside having him, there's nth more I want to ask for. ( mussy i know)
DINNER @ NYDC:)

Q pretty long for the seats:/

Chicken again for BestFriend's side dish:

BestFriend said Not nice at all.

Its different from what we saw in the menu.
I love their plates:)

Its like a letter paper!!

Below is my main course:

chicken again (OMG)

haha so now u know why I have to distance from chicken.

I dont really like it.

haha keep serving to BestFriend.

The food @ nydc are pretty disappointed:/

Anyway there goes BestFriend's main course:

Pretty ok i guess..

Its chewy:)

HAHA Bestfriend wondering if taste nice.

Never miss to force him to take a pic with his food!!
Thank you very much for ur cooperation. hehe

hehe Bestfriend becoming health-conscious:)

finally he's peeling off chicken skin!

yayayyaayaya finally DESSERT TIME:

Mudpie!!!! BestFriend's fav too!!!

( he just has too many fav's)
I hope am one of his top fav too!!

HAHAH this photo make me LOL!!

Bcoz after taking it, Bestfriend complained how ugly his hair was.

HAHA

so we took another one

But I still prefer the previous!!

why are my hands always around Bestfriend instead of the other way?!

we are forever different from others;0

It happens to me every night.
I can't solve every problem of urs but the best and least I can do is to listen and let u know that u are never alone; am always here and there with and for you.
I:)phone

Love is...

Love is giving someone a gun and trust that he will not pull off the trigger.

Love is letting someone fucking ur life upside down.

Love is offering ur soul, mind and eyes to them days and nights.

Love is lying that am fine so as not to affect them.

Love is doing what you think you will never.

Love has no cure and medication.

Yet, am still loving him.

Spicy

THANK YOU

to all my lovesss!!!

EVERYONE seriously makes me feel so warm and loved

and now I know Am more than just living and existing for 19 yrs.

THANK YOU Xuan!!!

esp for all the cards and gift!!!

I totally know its hard to inform everyone to write me a card!!

Am truely touched..

Love you so mucchhh

Thank you IVY for coming my place and the lovely card:)

HELLO GYH!!!

haha!! AM stil laughing over ur card!!!!

Damn ass didnt ask me out; not even texting me now!

Thanksssss Daddy and Mom for bringing me to this lovely world!!!

Hello Sis!!!

I still adores you no matter how u always bully me:)

I was telling my parents that my poly friends bought the same cake too:)

A BIG THANK YOU plus hugs and kisses

to Jenn and Congy!!!

I really nv expect all these!!!

I really truely extremely in love with all the effort ur put in:))

I really feel so fortunately to know ur:)

LOVE YOU GUYS:))

A BIG BIG THANK YOU

to XUANHUI, WENDY, GYH,IVY,BOK,CLARLEE,SHENSI,SHAN,DAPHNE,JUSTIN,WARDAH

for the cards ur made!!!

Its really lovely!!!!!

TONS OF HUGS, KISSES AND LOVESSS

THANK YOU

for coming my place for the surprise!!!
urs presence really make me HIGH all night:))

Thank you Janier for the lovely and thoughtful gift and card:))

you know am always there for you:)

THANK YOU Jenn and Congy again

hahaha!! am really impress by ur creativity:))

Am already Thankful enough for Bestfriend's lovely gift!!!

Then I realise he had a hidden surprise gift for me when i reached home!!

Thank You LOve BestFriend!!!

Sorry to make u spend so much:(

Love you sooooooooo much!!!!!

Call BestFriend immediately HAHA!!!

Open Present time!!!!

So excited!!!!

GYH dont allow me to read the card he made for me openly!!!

haha in progress of fighting!!

LOL!!!!!

THANK YOU TO ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL

aM REALLY FORTUNATE TO MEET THESE BUNCH OF LOVE MONKEYS!!!