i'm abit abit too happy!

n u wish Happy Belated Birthday to me(:


n u say yummy chocolate cake!

n u shout welcome back!

n u exclaim peep-a-poo

n u scream wow to my forehead

Days passed n my mood changed gradually:)

I love my Birthday though it was like 2 days ago.

Recalling? yes it's 28/4 the start of Mid-year Exams.

Despite that i enjoyed my 17 Birthday:)

Thanks for all the birthday blessings.

Especially to

Ivy who texted me on the dot(12am),Eileen who texted me in advance,Eugenia's very interesting n outstanding Birthday message,Brain Brian's nonsense birthday blessing......

Wendy,Baoshan,Daphne,XuanHui,Yihui,Bok for the Pinky gift...(i will present it when it's time to)

All my schoolmates like Efah,wardah,yuliang,Edmund...................

Lastly thanks to the one who always want to be the outstanding person by being the last(name or not?)

Conclusion: Thanks Lovesss!!!! I will nv forget my 17 Birthday as it lead me to a 'new' life again:)

Should i move on or should i wait for you to move me?

No one's life can be without pain

Time is going way too Fast n i'm scare...Very!

I'm hesitating if i should say or keep things to myself.

I cried so hard yst.(Now,i have said)

Why? Sry i don't feel like sharing bcoz it's silly if u come n think abt it in the future. Pardon me,i just can't control anymore as i have been holding back my tears through out the time in school,the bus ride home n mealtime.I'm really extremely down.

Somethings are just not meant to be said.

Anyway,the last time i cried was during the release of my OEM results.(but not that hard)

Ok no one knows that i have cried but now u know.However,i hope that u will forget abt it now.

Recently,I have been pondering on how to

-keep things to myself

-isolated but at the same time not hurting them

-independent

-Cheerful

It has been so tough to be what u once been

and i'm experiencing it now.

Now i know,i shouldn't

I'm sort of jealous of my Sis because she has a Sweet Boyfriend who drove all the way to my house n delivered a present for my sis though she isn't in Singapore.Sweet Darling;)

The Tan's Princess is going to arrive on Sunday.I'm looking forward to the____(shh..secret;)

Today's school time was boring..a number went for the Dragon Boat and a few absentees which include my beloved Partner-Eileen:) That made the class slightly quieter besides the group of jokers at the back(so we now know who's making the noise:)

Totally flabbergasted and upset.

no one ever doubt my integrity as i can differentiate right n wrong in my ways or another.

I doing what i think is right n i don't expect u ppl to stand beside me neither will i be guilty abt it.

I just want to clear thing out n not picking a fight.

i'm sorry if i have not done my duty well.

My parents have been complaining abt me neglecting them.Admit: I did.

Through these times i sincerely tried to treat all my friends well,communicate with them in between periods,form bonds,text them to comfort or cheer them up,join their games n gathering...

I have never done all these in the past and i'm doing it now...but little did i realise i'm just a lapdog. I'm not expecting a equal well treatment,i just need the respect and appreciation but what came in the end? Nothing!

Friends? wow such an unfamiliar word.

It's My Sis' Day

Just completed the choir list for Mdm yue..Arhh tired i want to sleep Now!!!
Ok my purpose of posting now is not to complain but to.....

Wish my Sis Happy ____th Birthday!!!

It's her first time spending her birthday oversea without us

Just in case u are still in a Blur state now,my sister is away to Shanghai for a school attachment~

Hmmm...I wonder how's the feeling of spending birthday there without family...i want to TRY it sounds COOL!!!

All right let me type a Birthday Song to you,sis:

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to Youuuuu....( Drag...)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

I wonder why is Birthday Song created like that

all the lyrics are the same!

Ok BedTime Hoooray!

Human are born with selfishness?
THINK!
If all human are self-centered and think about themselves in critical time then i see no reason why is there fire-fighters who 'enter' the danger zone when people are running out for their lives? Why they have to risk their lives to save 'unrelated' people?
Human change because they experienced.
You are who you are from the way u are brought up,think n behave.
If u think that the society out there change who you are then why not make it the other way round?! Imagine what will happen if everyone change negatively because of that ____ society.

Everything happen for a reason
n u tell me the reason
what change you?
i'm upset about it but i'm not going to mention a single thing as observation is still in process.
If you are guilty because of your attitude or BlahBlahBlah towards me
then Thank You.

my mixed life

It's Good Friday-a holiday(like finally)

Hmm..Holiday is suppose to be a day when i can sleep through my morning..BUT a sudden call woke me up at 9:08am/11am(such a Wow surprise) And u filled up my entire afternoon-Great Job ____!

Sigh...Extremely Moody for the entire night-perhaps i know why but i'm not going to state here.

Had a ear full from mummy yst due to my 'unluckiness'. As i was packing my file yst night,she suddenly popped in and her super sharp eyes manged to scan through my worksheets while talking to me.Unfortunately,she saw my chemistry test marked by Weslin-a Big Failed!

Despite me trying to 'explain' how tough the paper was, she 'switch on' her deaf ears-Fine!

Had a conversation with yx yst night as well.Laughs* he heard me quarrelling with my brother.

Through the 'heart-to-heart' talk, i realise ___ can be so blind.Probably it's the bits and bits of sweet memories that cause us 'blind'.Come n think about it,i didn't realise ........ were once that close.So close that while i was shopping today i recall that this was where i once hid just to text u behind my parents back.

That's soo sweet i like i like!

All right back to reality....Hello Earth i'm feeling so blue now...i want to switch off everything n stroll back to my lovely bed,hide under my comfortable blanket,close my eyes,shut my mind n sleep!

歷史不斷在我的世界里重演

Btw before i forget,next week is 5A2 GONG Week!

We need ur greatest fullest support pasirians:)

5A2 can overcome this Together...

BlahBlahBlah of course we can so no more complaints ppl!

n tt's life

Long Long Way To Go

I'm damn frustrated....

So many things happened recently and it's driving me mad!

The PRSS carnival

Initially everything went smoothly besides the fact that i got burned by the HoT oil in home econ room.Our food were selling fast and the games went seamlessly.Looking at how things were carried out well,i was pretty satisfied and thought that our efforts/minor arguments/time/energy were worth it.So i rushed home at around 5pm as i had to meet John at 6pm.Then in the night a bad news came.No further elaboration.

A person should be responsible for their own actions.

If u dare to lay a finger on anyone of us

i will make sure that countless fingers are back on you

Fuck Off.

That's life and Death

One of my mum's friend hubby passed away not long ago.He's only 47 n he left his wife n two children here on Earth.Though it's not his choice but how can he? His children are still very young n currently studying in primary school.His innocent wife have to carry all the burden now and be the sole breadwinner.

I realise death is neither scare nor sad.It's the human who are living behind suffering n clearing the mess till death takes them away.Such life n death cycle is inevitable.

Millions of things are waiting for me to complete.I have to pack my emotions and move on.

Tomorrow is my speech day with Hafiz on book review-Eager:)

ohh~~ i have 'Mic-fear'.Pray hard that this will go well.

InSane!

I have to admit that i'm FREAKING clumsy
- accidentally deleted all my information just now n and i have to retype everything!
- broke a glass at home and got myself cut while cleaning up
-held my file upside down and there goes all my papers dropping out
-got myself hurt here n there esp my legs-thanks to my school shoes,i want to change!
I have to admit that i'm extremely idle
-don't bother to look for teachers to clear my doubts
-slept at 10:30pm n i wonder why i was so lethargic perhaps my period coming?!

Never judge a book by it's cover

You can never guess how wild n insane my thoughts can be at times.

Have u ever thought of what will happen if

-you got up suddenly in the middle of a examination and walked off

-on the way to school and decided to play a truant

-fall down the stairs

-jump down the building; not committing suicide

............................... I DID! Yes i'm insane:)

I had a happy start of the day because i prepared a sumptuous breakfast for myself:))

Chocolate fondue in the morning!!!



Melting Melting!!!

All right enough of my crap.Today is Bok's Day:)

Happy Birthday BOK!!!