i will be

hii loves! ok firstly i would like to apologise for the previous harsh post(not to the 3 'animals'!)

I didn't regret or hesitate about putting up that post though i seems hothead-pissed!

By the way that post caused me to get unwanted attention.Many people has been asking me if they were the 'animals'.Well currently i didn't receive any news saying that the 'animals' know about it.So don't worry lovess,u people are not involve in the cold-blooded animal category~

Somehow it makes me giggle at it again

:) it's nothing bad or a shameful action

anyway thanks!

will there be another time again;)

CNY photos*

Just in case u suffer from a great blow let me first inform u, i worn lenses:)

i will be wearing that often so get use to it :)

If only i was that cute!

they were impressive by my first make-up except my sis(always her,the extra!)

i will be fine brain brian no worries~

skip this thx!

shut up u all these bastard bitches i dun give a damn fucking care of what u think
u this bitch,think u are popular or watsoever fuck off lah..
Damn bitch i'm trying all means n ways to know u well n try to get along well with u like others but it's U who don't appreciate. It's U the one with attitude problems.It's U the one living with a mask on ur face.
n now everyone thinks that i play the bad part-WTF!
who are u to deserve all these attention n love???
Why U???
u this bastard,who are you to ignore me
ok fair enough it's my fault who lied i'm sorry if i dragged you down
bt in the first place you have a part to play there as well isn't it??!!
n there goes another bitch again
u think u are a pretty angel or a beauty
look at a mirror n think again
who are u grabbing all these attention? who are you telling me wat to do?
What's all these fucking problems
who are u ppl who's affecting me
fuck ur life off

Pls don't ask who these bastard n bitches are.They don't worth to leave a name here.

i'm not going to ask for more

i'm not going to expect much more

it's my fault who plan to let go initially

i can choose to bear with it bt i didn't

n now i didn't expect it to be

that deep n hard

bt watever it is

it no longer matters

it's enough i'm have to stop

no time needed

thx:)

After all...

Happy Chinese New Year lovess:)

After CNY there's lots...of plan waiting for me to accomplish!

-TESTS TEST endLESS TESTS: 5A2 we are competing with the express students but so what we are gonna be the BEST after all n we are goona create a history once again.

-On Diet: it's like finally i decided to go for it

-school n home no where else i hope

There's moRe but currently i can't think anymore

However before Thursday arrive i'm gonna play till mad..i don't want to touch any books on Chinese new year!

A thought sudden came across my mind: grab a boyfriend!

Haha no worries it's just thought-I'm NOT going to unless...

After all i'm still be loved by lots of lovess right?

Right:)

-I'm sooo freaking jealous

my sis went out with Alvin Quek today!

jealous,envy,angry whatever u name it.

After all i'm still a girl

but i'm goona be a strong n independent one

-n sudden i cried over it

Hi Hi Hi

Come to think about it when was the last time i...
blog with photos n shop till drop~~
Finally i did both today!

Dad bought this hundred+ PINK chair for me n he's hoping tt i'll become a judge one day;)

Opps!

All right i went Bugis shopping n bought a bag bt was in love with another bag later.I want to grab it ASAP! Ohya before that, i sort of manage to catch up with Zax n Brian-who said tt he will grab me in sch.Great to know tt they are doing fine though they keep complaining that their live sux(whose lives are not now?!)

Recently was i was totally bogged down with sch's stuff that i didn't realise CNY is this coming week.Although our finally deserve holiday arrive,i not in a mood to celebrate as after the CNY week,the common tests arrive.Watever,that's the process of O's.Sigh!

Latest news:) Nasrule was arranged to sit with me during poa lessons!

Though i'm rejoiced over it,it is a pressure to me as i have to guide him along.

in the first place u know wat?! I'm not good in poa either.

Probably this is a form of encouragement to me:) so as to make sure that i guide the right points to Nasrule! I will try harder no worries;)

I'm so jealous of them

i don't know wat the freaking hell they did

in their previous lives tt they deserve so much

special treatments in this life.

I will live better.

How do u expect me to trust you

when u have been lying throughout

Alvin Quek loves!

H.O.P.E

Zeus put Prometheus and Epimetheus in charge of creating life on Earth.
Epimetheus made animals,giving out bonuses like swiftness and strength and fur and wings.By the time Prometheus made man,all the best qualities had been given out.He settled for making them walk upright and he gave them fire.
Zeus pissed off,took it away.However.Prometheus saw his pride and joy shivering and unable to cook.He lit a torch from the sun and brought it to man again.To punish Prometheus,Zeus had him chained to a rock,where an eagle fed on his liver.To punish man,Zeus created the first woman-Pandora-and gave her a gift,a box she was forbidden to open.
Pandora's curiosity got the best of her and one day she opened that box.Out came plagues and misery and mischief.She managed to shut the lid tight before Hope escaped.
That's the only weapon we have left to fight the others.

on that particular day it came back.

Does that happen to you?!

All i could say

Predicated A2.
Admit i cried alot-Broke out in sch hall,in e canteen while picking endless calls,sleeping n when having serious talk with mum.The tears just fall like a drain n i can't control.
When i was walking to school on the actual day of releasing O's results,
i asked 'God,Do i deserve A1?'
when i was walking back home,after knowing my results,
i asked again 'God,Y i don't deserve A1?'
And now God,i'm telling u,i shld have deserve A1.
I mugged so hard after school,attended PPP n Banding no matter hw late it ended,completed all schools' papers,asking teachers' for help n did all the emath questions like Hell.
Bt wat do i deserve?!

A2

I cried not bcoz i regretted.

I cried bcoz

-i tried all my best bt my hardwork didn't pay off

-i disappointed my teachers,parents n all my loved ones

-i dun know y God didn't reward me with A1

BT i know i did all i can

Now here comes the Question-Do u want to retake?

I guess i have a answer in my heart.

Hereby i want to thanks all friends n teachers who are there for me in the hall,comforting n encouraging me continuously through actions,words,calls n texts.

Sry i disappointed you ppl.Seriously SORRY!

No worries,i won't give up just like tt.Let's mug hard together n overcome all obstacles.

MSG

Grandma;) This time I didn't achieve wat me n everyone wants.

Bt i will do it n prove it tt i can achieve.

Be there with me throughout.Lovesss

Mr Cheng:) I'm sry n i know i have let you down.

Perhaps i'm nt really a math person

bt i will try all means to b one

by going through another way.

Keep on going.Lovess

Me* Perhaps you became a laughing stock by crying like there's no tomorrow in the hall

You are lost now and then

Perhaps you will see a beam of light soon.

This time,i have nth to say to you

bt a word of shame.

Prove me wrong on the coming ones.

God* Your decision may bring me further

Perhaps you will show me the light

n lead me through.

I will pray hard for you to be there.

All my lovess.XinCi lovesss

i'm fear

-'Are you jealous?'

Silent...

Cheer Up Alvin Quek...Everything is gonna b fine,hero:)

ok WAT IF i score a A2 n below???

Retake??? I dun want!!!! I enjoy e feeling of doing my own stuffs when Mr Cheng is teaching them Emath. I love e feeling of throwing all e Emath books,worksheets,files n notes AWAY bcoz i dun want to do anything with it again. Sick of it~

-' U can,u sure can de lah'

tt's wat everyone says besides my sis.

I have been happy all these while n i know smth bad is gonna happen

bcoz whenever i feel happiness are revolving ard me,the coming days will turn out to b a tragic one.Probably it's a curse on me! Thus,tomorrow might turn out to b a tragic grade.Who knows?!

Sleepless night-.-

woke up early @ 9 to prepare appointment which sheduled at 10am...God, it was just the ending first week of school bt it seems like 2 weeks to me!

No matter wat,i'll treasure my last year with 5A2.Bear this in mind.

''Do u realise tt u have changed?''

Many ppl has been asking n telling me this.

Agree.Regardless of size,character,looks,e way i communicate with ppl,handle things n etc...

positive or negative changes i dun know

-someone:) ''who make u changed?''

-''They''

Grandma,uncle,family-They didn't convince me much bt frm tt day i realise tt something is wrong.I shldn't make them worry abt me.

N of course not to miss the 2 culprits.Need me to mention names?

Do U Know

Saturday Night special:) The Biggest full Moon of 2009!

If skies are clear Saturday, go out at sunset and look for the giant moon rising in the east. It will be the biggest and brightest one of 2009!

Let's take a look at..

The full moon rises over Fayetteville, N.C. on Friday, Dec. 12, 2008.

Gorgeous ah! So don't miss it this year!

Can or rather Will

someone be there for me on Sunday night

n stand by my side/lent me ur shoulder on Monday

Though u may think it's nth, i'm still fear.

Hiii i'm H.E.R.E :)

Today is e 5th day of sch..haven been blogging for quite 'awhile' as i'm bogged down with lots of work:(i wonder y i'm in front of my computer nw when i haven even do my hw n mum was behind asking me 'don't u have hw to do?!'): WATEVER OK~
Let me just summaries the changes of my sch life

ENG:( snoopy-do Argumentative writing. I cracked my brain thinking ways to lead a healthy lifestyle for freaking 2hrs.5A2 Goals-minimum B4 n 100% passes to Poly.This subject is stopping frm entering JC):
Amath(: Mr low going for reservice till next Friday i guess..phew no test today thx to Mr Cheng:)
CHEM(: Miss jiang,e senior*,chatted with us on the first lesson.Her words really touch me n i almost tears..5A2 is living up to expectation so let's nt disappoint our beloved teachers ok.The present of US are making e history of THEIRS!
PHY(: Miss soh made a superlative plans for our O's WOW :)
Combined HUMANITIES (: geo teacher has become my SS teacher n their geo teacher has become mine as well.Hopefully this will b a great change:)
POA(: There's nt much new chapters left for us to learn.Good News for Mrs Wong-She pregnant again bt Bad news for us-She's leaving for maternity leave probably in July.OH NO! I seriously scored badly when she left last year or e year b4(i forgot).Praying this will nt happen again.I'm fear i might be hothead n dash to Mrs Wong's house to require for lessons:)
Last bt nt least......
EMATH(: O's result releasing on MONDAY! XF,JH n me have been discussing n predicting our results 2 days ago.Of course there's no conclusion.I asked Mr Cheng WAT IF i gt A2?Shld i retake? Den he replied me with patronising tone' let's talk abt it when u scored'.All right i shall stop complaining abt this...let's wait n see den...TENSE!!!

Is my summary great?!

:)

it's not tt hard,i keep convincing myself

Demoralised by Big-Foot Alvin YEO
Encouraged by my Hero Alvin QUEK:)
probably tt's wat i need now
On the other side of world
u are mugging for ur A level
n here i am struggling for my O level
Let's strive hard individually
n mayb someday or somehow
we will meet
with smile

i know i will b happier with you

but i dun want to rely on that

i need to b more independent

i have to be isolated

n so tt's how u avoid me?

perhaps

Eee..Looks like we can't pretend anything,still have to hand in End of proposal-Help!
Slept alot recently-woke up @ 11am den took a 2hrs nap in e evening:)
It's like finally i can sleep peacefully with no reason.
So dun name me as a pig Thx!
All right enough nonsense..
It's time to Rush on proposal though i really have no idea hw 2 write this time.

'First' Day of Sch*

Just woke up 1 hr ago..wow didn't realise i took such a long nap.
2day is e first day of sch.Glad to see everyone back!
Still e same old them:)
Quite a normal sch starting day with teachers nagging constantly abt O's.
This is just e starting..there's pretty more to come.
2008 O's results mayb release next friday.
Still Tense though my E-math result was already fixed.
ya i know I'm always lack of confidence;)

Waiting for my online goods to arrive!Hurry Hurry:)

Thx ppl! I'm feeling much better nw~