Look at Me.

Am wondering if u really know how much I treasure of us together.
Even if we were to separate one day, I guess the least I will regret is to love u more
because every single day I will love you more than anything.
I have try my best in keep everything in good terms.
Love:)

Once.

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Stop thinking u may meet the next one, the better one; because that will never come

Treasure what u have now before u ended up with nothing.


I had a new hairstyle since last or 2 weeks?! Haha will blog about it soon.
P.s I miss my girlfriends and randomly the powerpuff boys
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up right.

Somtimes you thought u are prepared and ready to face anything coming; you thought.
You think you can handle a breakup nicely but you ended up crying and dying.
You think you can be postive about your results but ended up feeling disappointed still.
You think it's ok without his texts or calls, yet you are constantly looking and checking ur phone.
You think you can accept him going out and flirting with other girls, but then you are feeling mad and upset inside.
You secretly hope everything is not going that way; hope.

If a Man ever promise u forever, Shit him

I have so much to say but I have no time here. Haha must make full use of my 24 hrs(Minsan the white commandos reminder! Haha oh I wonder if he will turn dark after trainings?!! Hahhaa).
Bye lah!!
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I need a life

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Due to all the pile of work to catch up, projects, presentation, research, tutorial.....
I only get to see BestFriend less than 1.5 hrs a day. How pathetic


We rarely talk or text even. Just need more sleep and love


How saddening is our life now
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I FEEL LIKE JUST FUCKING EVERYTHING AND SLEEP. TOALLY WHAT THE FUCK OF THE RUSH AND LAST MINUTE WORK. WHO CARE ABT THE DAMN ACCMULATION OF GPA, WHO CARE THE DAMN FREAKING RETARD ROLE PLAY AND PRESENTATION, WHO DARE TO SPEAK A FUCKING THING IF I JUST WANT TO FAIL MY SUBJECT! THERE IS A DAMN CLEAR LIMIT TO MY TOLERANCE.
NOW IT'S NEARING 3AM AND I HAVE CLASS AT FREAKING 9AM LATER YET
AM NOW THE DAMN FUCKING ONE THAT'S CRYING WHILE EDITING WORK.

p.s am not scolding anyone. am just....whatever.

In my shoes

I didn't get to see my BestFriend today. Both of us are so busy.He occupied with his new house and projects while am packed with projects.... and still projects.

Despite not seeing him which make me abit upset:/, he did and say something that really knock some sense into my mind.

He is simply so thoughtful afterall. He put himself into my shoes and think before he acts today. Aww.. Make me so gulity for getting abit upset and jealous:/

Though I know you won't visit here but still, Thank you for thinking on my side dear.

p.s we need a date soon.

What forms

You think this r/s comes easy? Like he said I like you and I replied let's get together bcoz I like you too?!! Ohh pls... It's a million more than that.
It takes 4 years of tears,sorrow, sadness, laugh, gossips,fights,calls,texts,passerby... to develop.
I will treasure it more than anyone.
Love.
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Expose* @9

There are some seconds, minutes, hours when other guys caught my eyes; still

Sometimes you have to do what u hate, in order to do what u like.

No matter how bad the situation is, how tough the questions you are facing, how bad you are feeling... you will pull through; Because Time is clicking and changing at all times.

Love you.

2 mths of love:)


Omg just look at my Jan Schedule; so many dots!!!
Day one when this:


Change to this:


All my friends tempting me!!!
Just to update you guys, BestFriend and I agreed to a deal by which I will stop taking in caffeine and he will start taking in Vegetable.
Omg am so not used to not having coffee. However the thought of having him besides me for one more day, make me persevere:)
Me: so what u had for lunch?
BestFriend: wanton noodles
Me: did u eat the vegetable?
BestFriend: at first no. But Clar asked why I never eat vegetable so I ate in front of him and he laughed.
Me: you are supposed to eat Vegetable without having to be told!!! :|
Btw, it's Harry Potter (garret) and Minsan who came up with such a deal while we were having subway together yst:|
Hope by doing this, they can really go heaven:| HAHA!! Clear their sin for flirting so much!!
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Bitch&Flirt

The Truth is Every gal can be a Bitch. It's just when and why.
Reason of Bitch
- Give a Warning sigh to other Girls " Don't you ever dare to touch my man!"
- Get Attention
- Split of Personality ( This always happens to me, somehow)

The Next Truth is Every guy is a Flirt. It's Just how much they flirt.
Reason of a Flirt
- They are a beasts; Meet their basic psychological need of sex?!
- Get Attention
- Trying their luck to look for the right one ( I think my BestFriend is this)

Do you believe a guy will stop flirting when he's attached? I wonder...

After so much of pressure, to do list to complete, balance of cca and projects, "Unexpected" results, numberous of fights...
I cried myself to sleep yst

BestFriend bought this so that I can have my sweet voice back!


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I CAN'T WAIT TO CLEAR ALL THE SHIT THAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH.

Waiting at the lift
You looked at the lift in front.
I turned and looked at the lift behind.
You looked at me.
I glanced at you.
we barely dare to have eye contact.
we hardly talk.
we entered a lift; inside was a male and female.
You stood at my right.
I stood at ur left.
At level 4, the male and female left.
You still stood at my right,
I still stood at ur left,
in between us are air, awkwardness.
we left the lift.
we looked at each other for a few seconds to say bye.
You walked to your left.
I walked to my right.
I guess neither of us turned back.

B. B. B. B. Business!!!

Hello!!! Did u come down to TP Open house?!! Bcoz I can tour you around for FREE:)) haha ok Lame:/

This Girlfriend of mine has been abit overly crazy since school starts. That's her standard fav shot.

Everyone is playing with my Looong Hair hahah!! They keep commenting and curling with it while we were cheering:)
Whole loadsss of Fun, crazy, cheers!! though I hardly can talk without pain!!



The lame Cong capture uncle. For what? I dun know..maybe he likes him?!!

Funny Maddness Gossipe Club

Cong's Fav posture

"Faster do this together!!"

"Faster Faster do this TOGETHER!"

" You want to do OR NOT?!"

:))
B. B. B. B. U. S. I. N. E. S. S.
Lahlahlah ....

Welcome to Business

Welcome to our school

We are Bguide

and we are here to help you

BlahBlahBlah...
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Things can't turn out worst than having a fight with Love; Bury by TONS&ENDLESS of Work/Test/Event?Project!!!

Don't walk away. Don't abandon me out of nowhere.
I fully need ur patient now.
Patiently do work with me, stand by me.
As much as there's mountains of work for me to do,
I will squeeze in some time for you.
I believe you will be there for me.
I believe.
Because i adore you.

Am really a person who shows all emotions on my face!!!
So How tough is it to know and understand me?!! Half of my classmates/friends who I spent less than a year with, know it all by looking at my face!
Yet....

so depressing.. This is so depressing... Got back my OB results. Extremely bad. Worst than what I have expected. Borderline pass how wonderful is that?!
Totally have no mood to talk or do anything. Acting that am not drastically affected in front of BestFriend but am really. I know I have to do something about it. No more after-school activities, no more parties, Mocha Freeze has to be upgraded to Black coffee which took over Alcohol , lunch occupied together with project meeting, bed/TV are taken over by lappy to do serious work, Socialising take place during CCA period. BUT Showering care, concern, love to BestFriend has to be continued:)
Depressing Depressing Depresing!!!
I will remember the expression u shown me. Wait. I will get back to you.
Self-remainder: Balance CCA with exams, work and project. No giving up till the very end.
sign sooo.... DEPRESSING!!!

Dear bed

I think I seriously need a doctor or Psychologist. I have trouble sleeping!!! Am scare of sleeping now bcoz I will always wake up in the midnight and dare not sleep again:(( this upset me alot! I hope that school works will just buried me to sleep alive!!
Photos from 2010 to 2011 Haha!!





They are my life.





I miss CQ. But I promise no more party Bcoz I have a mission/ goal ahead that is so much more important than anything.





D's camera is so amazing:)





I really adores her alot. Love the fighting, arguing, heart-to-heart talk. Girlfriend- it's ok not to be normal Haha!! The figurines with her while walking from CQ to Bugis was totally memorable!!





You all know I love your right right right?!!!
I need to sleep sleep sleep; a Good sleep pls:((
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BYE 2010. I have been through tears, bitter, stress, happiness, sadness all sort of emotion.


I will remember this year forever as it's a time when I give my heart to my boy. I hope we can pull through countless years ahead!!


Hello 2011!!!!! Pls treat me well. I will treasure you and love you all I can!! 2011 is you are special year. I spent my dinner in my aunt's place and countdown with my girlfriends.






NOW am stuck at Bugis' Mac. I can't get any cab!!!! I called more than a hundred times but i still can't get through!! Anyway
Had an awesome count down with my girlfriends at CQ. That was really an awesome place to club and pub!!! Totally a happening place. Love it.


That's when you name beautiful


Instead of drinking we went to have coffee at TCC haha!!



We just went to a hotel in Bugis out of desperate to look for a washroom!!


First train, bus, taxi!!! Pls Hurry!!!
I miss my boy; badly:(
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