Randiness:)

I love e light!

I'm reading this currently!!!

Peek-a-POO haha lame:P

I LOVE...

Horrray..finally my pp is over!!!hmm..pp2 was done much better than 1..2moro is Ms Tay's Bday..haha it's Party Time:)Though she can't b my teacher bt i guess we can b frends bah..try ah..haiz didn't realise tt getting a present is soo difficult or i shld say troublesome..expectionally sharing with other frends bcoz every1 has diff comments..haiz still need 2 attend bridging-sian!I doubt this programme is useful lor..waste time only..pls lor we'll 4get wat e teachers had taught when sch reopen next year..
To a disgusting BOY:hey pls lah i really can't stand ur fucking attitude..can u just shut ur big mouth..i dun need ur comments or stupid ideas lor..n btw u r nt involve so y bother 2 come in e first place..Take a clear look @ e mirror..stop thinking u r charming pls it's totally EEE...wat e hell..get out of my sight b4 i do something which u can't even imagine!
There's soo many exciting events waiting 4 me..bt i'm lack of cash!!!!

It sucks

2day's OEM pp1 is sucks 2 hell...i dun know hw 2 describe it bt some Qs r totally disgusting esp e last 1.Watever,i know tt i won't get A1 le bt tears just keep dropping when i think of their disappointed voice,expression..
If u have tt expectation on me intitally,dun change or lower it...bcoz i will still try 2 achieve it no matter wat...i'm trying..seriously..
I miss n love my Grandma...u makes me move on:)

i'm afraid it's nt love(him)...

Good Luck 4 me 2moro:)

Special Announcement
Mr Justin is away till sunday midnight!So dun b surprise or piss if u didn't receive his reply:)

Hi-Bye frend---Good frend---'phone' frend---Like---Love---Jealous---Hate---
Sick---*Struggling*---Neutral---Frend.

i'm letting go...

nt feeling gd 2day..too tire/tire of u? no asn...crying in my dream n found out tt there's tears in my eyes when i woke up e day b4..i realise y--in reality i feel like breaking down bt there seems 2 b a obstacle,i can't express my feelings out!!Thus,only in my dream i can show out...e feeling was indeed a bad 1..
Can we end like tt...initally i thought tt i can take it bt till then i realise tt i'm forcing myself..thx 4 everything.I learn n c alot frm ur side..impressive i shld say..bt can we end here..i'm struggling nw n i want 2 stop everything btw me n u...dun ask y..i dun know hw 2 say..
u r no longer mine,i dun want 2 b urs.u don't love me so,i no longer love u.I'm letting go n will leave everything as a memories...so must u...

feel better aft crying yst night...Thx 2 all my beloved frends who made tt effort 2 text/chat/tag me..Specially thx 2 dearest wendy,eileen,justin,brian,yihui...

2day went shopping with family @ bugis..initially dun feel like going bt better nt disappoint them again so pull myself out of e house..guess who i saw??!!Haha my lovely Eileen..she looked so excited 2 c me there haha ok mayb i know y:a student who is taking her O's math in 13days r shopping instead of mugging her studies!!!(wild thoughts or shld i say guilty conscious)

Aiya i also dun want 2 shop de lor..keeping thinking:I WANT 2 GO HOME,I WANT 2 PLAY SPORTS:CAPTAIN BALL;ppl who r interested pls pls ask me along!!all right i know it sounds desperate n i think i'm going insane,some1 even prepare IMH no. 4 me.

Anyway i bought my high heels again(can't blame i'm just short,thx 2 ppl who invented high heels:)Btw,just 2 let u know,i can spent mths searching 4 my dream shoes..there u goes 1 of mine...

Dessert which daddy prepared 4 me 2 cheer me up:) soo sweet of him

Tip 2 save a conflict with ur parents:

1.TEXT:this is e best way 2 tell them hw u feel..pour everything out without facing them.

2.Pretend nth happen n text them asking lame bt sweet Qs.Ex:have u eaten ur lunch?watch out while driving..miss u:)

MORE 2 go...btw this is wat i did when i had a quarrel with my parents lah :0

I have said wat i want 2 say n i'm gonna leave everything aside..changes r within our control

shld i let go...

I hate u...HATE>3!!!!

anger,tears,disappointment,sad,jealous...all e emotions,except love, r wandering ard me nw..

i want 2 give up le..seriously..i dun know y..mayb i no longer can stand ur coldness,e way u take my words,e way i doubt u...

She said:if i choose 2 listen my dad's advices,i will definitely lose you..

ya i agree..and we will no longer b tt close again..thus i decided 2 take a risk convince myself 2 accept relationship again bt 2day...smth happened.U may think it's just a small matter bt i think it's a form of disrespect.

They said:he will nv call/sms u till he's free...

Trying 2 defend 4 u bt they r right,isn't it?!

This is nt e first time..if u do remember e time when we quarrelled in msn.

I hate.I hate e feeling of lost...and i hate u...i doesn't mean it..sry..

I may nt shout @ u again n i can pretend everything was over..bt e mixture of feelings r still there...

tell me wat 2 do nw..guide me pls..i'm seriously lost...

I dun want love 2 b a form of revenge,a form of using...

2day is a bad bad day 4 me..haiz had a quarrel with my parents..i simply dun understand wat they want n wat's in their big mind! I just want 2 go out again alone can't i?!and i told u i dun need u 2 bring me there or fetch me back..i know u r worry tt i'm out with guys again or watsoever..bt seriously i'm alone!y don't u trust me?y must u keep sticking with me n asked mum 2 go with me?and btw so wat if i'm going out with frends,it's nt like i'm staying overnight or having sex with ppl outside..i just need some time 4 myself n 2 get my mood ready 4 coming O's..i dun know y i'm so nervous n tense over this O's.''it's just 1 subject n look @ others,they have alot more subject 2 copy with so y r u likett''i keep telling me this..bt..failed~
I love walking home in e night...
I love 2 shop alone...(i dun mind if frends join me:)
I love FREEDOM!!!
Bt some time i do need ur concern,despite just a hi/takecare/loveu msg, i dun mind tt as long as i know some1 is out there 4 me...
STOP reminding me tt i'm in NA so wat?!i NV regret coming into PRSS,i NV regret joining these classes...NT even a second did i regret!
If they r smarter than me...i will work 10,100,1000,10000,10000000... million times than them,2 b even smarter than them!!!

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔


我好想你
但不敢打给你
一个人好累.
我的不安 那么沉重
每次被你伤了 装作没感觉
现在我的心又因你而难过
现在你的心却因他而难受.
不是爱或不爱都能随口说
因为你的心不只为我温柔
但我装不晓得
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流.
我知道你 有几秒钟也想念他
我心疼你 但心中有点痛
明知忘记会很难
没有关系我 能习惯
一个人安全感................

e lady who i nv expect 2 go sooo well with,isn't it lady;)

Love is nv a Mayb thing

every1 is telling me tt i can definitely get A1 for my OEM bt i totally have no faith in myself.Pls i even dreamt tt i gt a A2 for it...so tell me hw???!!!!
ppl has been asking me hw will i react if u ask tt Q..i really have no idea..is it love/like/rely?! Regret 4 knowing tt u like her-the truth.I know u've change-telling me e truth,ur attidue..honestly speaking i like tt bt e truth hurts..hw much i wish tt i'm innocent such tt i won't think too much>think tt u nv love me heartily.As u know initially tt i dun trust relationship..they has been convincing me tt i shld give it a try..bt...i nv dare 2...Loving me is nt easy i know tt...so if u decided 2 let go,tell me..i'm prepared 4 it...

GoodBye

Sad...my cohort leaving soon n i still have 1 more year 2 go...haiz bt anyway i nv regret choosing NA as if i'm nt here,i won't get 2 know all my Beloved frends in 4A2..it's fate i guess.Life is likett ppl just come n go.I believe next year 5A2 will b more united n stronger,than we are nw, 2 overcome all e obstacles=)
helped out in their graduation day,sort of fun.This day,i realise tt i know lots of frends frm e express stream though we aren't very close.Surprise tt they called out my name n thx me 4 helping.It's my pleasure anyway:)

To my past admirer: hey u're leaving soon..definitely going2 miss u..took a glance @ u during e graduation day haha still very charming i shld say..i remember in e past,i usual 2 gossipe with my frends abt u..gossiped abt ur looks,laugher n ur childish bt cute actions:) Mayb my first n only impression 2 u is the 'Love letter'-the story n rumours btw us in sec 2.Bcoz of the letter i got 2 talk n clear things up with u.. i indeed became a laughing stock among ur frends bah..Anyway sry 4 e misunderstanding though i have no idea which stupid n lame person wrote e 'love letter'.Best wishes 4 ur O's .hw much i wish i could say goodbye 2 u...
Time is a silent killer!

I'm happy :)