I ruined it

Picture speaks a thousand words.

Thank you tumblr. You makes me feel better:)

And this is really saddening.

I nv seek to be the best or better than them. But at least i want to feel proud of myself. Sad truth; am not.

one last cup

Keep my phone on my sight all these while as am awaiting for phone interview from Bejing for my OSIP! Things have not been confirmed so till then I will release more:)

So immediately after our last paper, J and I went for a date. Since year 3 started, we hardly went out together; it's like once every 3 weeks?! buzy busy sch:/

wanted to try the Malay food which dear loved but it sold out. Bummer! and we got the front row seat for our movie:/ bummer *2 but the seats turned out not so bad so bummer one!

Catch it if you haven. I love the intensity though some parts doesnt make sense!

 

wanted to just get a small ice tea but Cathay was doing promotion so got a Big refill-able cup at 5$,

worth it coz J put it in his room since he always complain that he's lazy to go down get h2o.

Anyway body is screwed since Clinton's bday celebration at CQ. Damn this rich Gorilla kid bought 3 bottles of strong alcohol; one is johnny walkies double back. He gotta to be kidding me righttt. 

Dinner at Fish&Co before that with Dear after going IT fair with him.

haha ya never fail to go IT fair with him even before we were together;

and nv fail to wear heels there though.

Happy him with his Top leading GPS!

 Strive midnight, head to CQ and waited for the gang.....

Happy Birthday Gorilla!!!

Thanks for being J's good friend all along<3

 anyway, it's the second evidence that makes me concluded am allergic to strong alcohol! So declare; Gorilla's Bday was the last day I had alcohol in my body:) I can;t stand seeing my skins turning awful:(

Rest of the pics with SY:) oh and I got to know Von haha she's such a funny gal. She's like *4 of G. 

ended off with this pretty baby:

BIG WANT!!!! 

ITS LIKE <3<3<3

well till then, am so lazy to travel to sch just to hand in my application:(

How can I impress others?
Are they proud to have me?
Am I in the front line?

But I have never truly ask:

How do I see myself?

How have you been?

Less than a mth ago was Bro's 21 birthday!! has a mini family celebration at home as he got the pleasure to travel with parents to Bangkok in his birthday month! Shiok!! I got some benefits too as I beg mom to buy alot of outwear for me:) Happy girl when they are back!!
So to payback, i drove to airport to pick them:)
P.s dad can you get me a mini car:( your car is really too big and stressful to drive:(

 Hello old fat bro

 Let's go like "AWWWW" HAHA stupid

 BOOM YOU WITH MY PAST PHOTOS:

 omg look at how each of us have changed!!!

I dont know why i always take pic with head slanted side way. Brain too heavy perhaps:/

omg am so noob and look so stupid (though still now) I really doubt why S like me for 4 freaking years!!

center-parting omg!! am so going to regret putting this up later in the night 

HAHA

Blessed in Believing

wee.. since to be quite awhile since my last proper post!
My birthday post has been updated btw:) cheers!
And weeks or better 2 months ago, I got to participate a religion ceremony with darling!! was super excited for it bcoz I got to dress like a Thai and I love Thai!!!!
Since young, my dad will bring the whole family to Bangkok annually for the four-face-Buddha ceremony. But since I entered poly, April/May is always the peak period of projects and exams so I didn't get to join in for the last 3 years:( but this year I was introduced by darling to this special ceremony and coincidentally I got to represent the Thai Group:)

Pardon about my broad top; it's not my size:/ 

This is event, there are people who will mae-up for you, prepare your outfit and hair plus accessories!! It's really unique:) oh and I saw wanzhuang there as a volunteer:) haha really need to thank her for touching up my make-up! Am really bad at adding colours to my face! NUDE FACE FTW<3

 am the youngest in the Thai group as seen! HAHA

the people there are nice and friendly; having to say.

Thick eye make up! I was so not used to it initially. But kinda of like it awhile later. I loss alot of hair after the event due to the wax:( haha!!
Thanks daring's parents for counting me in this special and meaning event!

当我累时,请代我爱他

Shitty midsem. Waste time. Argh!! 3 more mths!!