Afterall it's one year and 7 months.

Ok. It took me quite awhile of thinking and courage before

I'm in front of this screen tying here.

Breathe.

I have to say GoodBye to my boy(s)

and Hello back-to-me.

It has been nearly one year and 7 months

since I am who I am.

One year and 7 months of wild fun partying

with people who i have never thought i will be with,

memories of broken love,new/ruined friendships,

atrocious results, scoldings, crying...

Hoo~what a year and 7 months of 'me'.

After this one year and 7 months, finally

some sense seems to knock into my brain.

'You Have To Be Back To Yourself.'

I'm Back

and you are so going to love and hate me.

A Gift from Daddy. Yes that's a $2 note.

When lessons getting too boring (esp ___) humans' mind goes crazy. I know that's not xf's handwriting it's _____. ( u want to confess yourself?:))

They know what i have been through. They are there when need arises. Sometimes they are like a worm in my stomach. Adore to the Maxi!

Hate you.

But miss u abit.

Just abit.

If

When u realise your sincerity and kindness were not appreciated...
-perhaps in the first place i shouldn't be so nice to you. I shouldn't have done so much for you. You sank in my estimation when you did Dirty things behind my back. I doubt we could sink our differences and be friends. You know what u did.

When you realise you were been used...
-only if i'm too naive to believe your words.

Boy: Your 2 years of hardwork, tears and suffering will end soon in 70+ days
Cheering and praying for you.Less than 30 days; Good luck for your prelims Boy.
Miss Miss Miss!!!
Loves: You know I'm here when you need me. Work Hard!

I know i have not let go on that.

If things were as easy as what Ms Chua said:

Let Go and Move On

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if you know deep now in my heart i'm struggling

and i miss you.

I'm Daddy's Girl !!!

I'm so excited i'm so excited lalalala...

Surprising I woke up at 8:30AM Today. Surprisingly daddy dated me out for Breakfast. Surprising We had heart-to-heart talk. Dad realised that i have been too serious with my work recently that i neglected him. 'Life is short. Live ur life to the Fullest. I know you want to excel but sometimes things are not within our control. Hardwork is one thing, Luck is another. Don't be too disappointed if u didn't achieve what u want. What matters is You Have Put In Your Best.'

Yes, That's my Dad:) I know what's he hinting at...hmm..3 more days...

I went Marine Square just now and guessguessguess who i saw????!!!!!

Mr Desmond(the Muscular,Fierce,Cute,Funny Amath teacher)

I almost screamed when he appeared beside me. 'Oh no...Calm Control Breathe' yes that's what i told myself. We exchanged greets then immediately i escaped. Phew~

I came by a shop and saw Bright Gold boxes of _______. ______ flashed across my mind so with no hesitation i paid for it. Sometimes bringing smile to others are bringing one to ourselves. Surprise for ______ on Tuesday. (sorry! i will fill in the blank when time is ripe)

It's past 12 now. Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!!!( you are younger than my dad by one)

By the way, it has been long since i last confessed something. Sooo....It's time to CONFESS!

P/s : I Hate my ex lover because he like/love/attrached to a Bitch. Oh my...what happen to his eyes?!

p/s: I like my ex boyfriend because he still adore me:)

End of confession.

It's time for my Boy:

Preserve. Remember i'm just a call/text away. I want to miss you abit more:)

Hello Holiday:)

Happy Birthday MinMin!!!

specially goggle a chocolate cake for you:)

No worries she's still surviving:)

I know u have always been there for me. I know.

Thanks for being so understanding and treating me like ur girlfriend though we are not official couple. Thanks for ur daily text no matter how busy u are in school. Most importantly, thanks for trusting me and giving me support in whatever decision i made. Thanks Boy.

I'm not counting down the days we left together but i'm adding on the memories you give me daily. The way you love me give me the confidence to love you back.

Loves.

Had lunch with my babies today. is this the first time? coz i can't remember when's the last time. Though we just spent about an hour plus sitting in the Subway,i enjoyed it. The feeling was comfortable. We gossiped about anything/everything, reminisced the past, discussed about our future...I simply love them. Babies when's the next time? i'm craving for sushi!

I took a Quiz yesterday online. Take a look at my result:)
You desire a love that last forever.You are quite serious about finding this type of love and that's why u think carefully about the men you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight; you look at the person's personality and other aspect of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy don't meet ur expectation, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Make a judgement: Right or Left?

He kept walking in and out, worrying that i will get into trouble/feel cold/alone/scare. So he sat beside me and looked. I miss you silly.