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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Time flies n i have missed it


Devastated*
I dropped my precious earring!!!
It takes two hands to clap isn't it?
n how the hell u want me to wear only one side???HELLO~
ok even though i did today but then still...
Me like a moron took more than 1/2 an hour to search it high n low along the road but...
Never did Miracles happen to me
n i believe it will never do, in the future
Not that i'm trying to be pessimistic but that's the truth.
Anyway i would rather hope that such miracles happen on ppl who really need them-patients.
OK i know i'm going out of topic.

Downhearted*
Mr Low will be away to reservice till March holiday!!!
HOW???

If i were her
i will definitely tears
Now that i'm not her
i'm still feel doleful

Since the starting of God knows when,i started to have nitpicking attitude.
By the way PEOPLE...if u have the habit of calling teachers' name
PLS STOP IT NOW!!!
It VERY impolite,rude,disrespect or whatever u describe it...
Hello~Do u call ur parents' name?! Ok even IF u did,i don't give a damn care.
So long that u are in the school,they are ur teachers,u respect them like how u shld.

Heard me?!


Good!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Ivy's Day




Happy Birthday Ivy!

Sign~~endless tests!!!
I have 4 tests next week...It's like OMG!
Guess that's the price to pay to name as a graduating student.
5A2 plsss Mug hard...we are way far apart! Actually i'm the one baggy~

Mr Low went reservice..Sign..listness lessons..Hurry Hurry back..u r wanted!

Thx XinHui for helping me out in Chem practical..though it's like cheating bt it's better than i explode the sch ah
i'm seriously bad at practical!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Delighted to know that i'm going to Malaysia for an Educational Fieldtrip with my lovess.
It's has always been a dream of mine to go overseas with my beloved friends.
Although it's just a country next to us but it's better than nth!
Hope that we can all go as a class-5A2! That's gonna be more Fun!


Thx NGAIBOK,YuXiang,Clar,Justin,Hanif,Haider,TengHoe n of course not to miss my girlfriends-Wendy n XuanHui for yst!
Didn't realise i was sooo freaking tired till i dozed off frm 7pm till the next morning at 10am.
Wow longggg hours sleep ah~

NgaiBok-Thx for convincing me to go.i'm still ur saviour though it's abit late ah
Remember the promise:)
YuXiang-Thx for the gossiping n chatting during the match.We do have some team spirit ah.
I'm still trying to read ur mind!
Wendy n XuanHui-sry n thx for tolerating my louse skills;)

i will do Better
till the Best!

Monday, February 16, 2009

Away

seriously i have to stop lying to myself-i'm not feeling any happy at all!
what the shitty wrong is with me
nth seems to go the right path
n i know i'm suffering in pain
i know i'm smiling half-heartily
i can hardly breathe,trust me i'm not pulling ur legs
how i wish i could break down
but it's no longer easily
as day by day i grow up i realise
crying is not going to bring me anywhere
but yet it's suffocating in my heart
irony ah
how i wish i could be isolate again
a friend of mine once asked me:
what's the feeling of being a loner?
-Great!
but it's hard now-very!
bcoz i love them
bcoz they are my lovess

i'm feeling _______
perhaps i need to ban myself
till i know where i'm heading
till i get back what used to belong to me.
sometimes to get what u want the Most
u have to do what u want the Least

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Single Ladies

Hiii lovess:)
Though it's past 12 now but still wish everyone Happy Loves Day:)
Love Loves Lovess!!!
How u people spent ur Valentine's Day?
For me,i was like touring around Singapore with my lovess(not boyfriend)
Walking down the streets,staring at couples holding hands like sticky chewing gums made me giggled.I start to imagine will i be like one of them in the future?! Perhaps but not that soon.U will know why later.Laughs*
Did ur realise though it's the men who give roses to the ladies BUT they are the one holding the roses for the ladies!!!
Why Why Why???
If you appeared to be in that scenario...clear my doubts~
To your benefits,let me clear your doubts first by telling why i won't be like the chewing gums couples that soon
Look...
You are 39% perfect as a girlfriend!

You're about average. Let him make the calls more often, he may feel slightly intimidated. Give him more control over the relationship. You may be going out with him too much, or too little.

Are you the perfect girlfriend?
Take More Quizzes

Let me be more specific
According to that 'evidence' as u have seen above,
I'm not a good girlfriend=no men wooing me=i don't have a boyfriend!
Get it?!
Laughs*
Happy Lovess Day Quek:)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

The shitty me

Sorry it's going to be a depressing post again so don't bother to read it.

Common test was officially over for me today but i'm not feeling any better.
Got back my Elective paper-totally disappointing. I know that i can get a better marks for my S.S if more time was given n if i read the question carefully-lesson learnt! However, as for my Geo test, it's really beyond my control!(5A2/1 Geo students will understand) Damn Shit!
Just to let u know beside mathmatics,geography is my core subject!

Moreover,neither did i score well for my physic-Bullshit!
All right so i didn't expect anything better for the remaining tests' results esp Eng~
Bottom line-*Disenchantment*
A friend of mine came to me n said ''Don't be sad.I love you no matter what''
It's sweet i know.Before any wild thoughts come across ur mind let me be
abit more specific-a friend:)
Hey i did this little quiz a few weeks back n i found it WOW!
btw i love to do quiz so flood me with it!
Check out this~
What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Where Your life is Going

You are a very determined and willful individual. You have strong set goals that you plan to reach no matter what.
You may be an overachiever at times but that's because you want to be successful in your life. The greatest accomplishment for you is when you reach a high goal. However, you constantly worry if you're not good enough to do something, or if your life doesn't go according to plan. You worry a lot about your future, and if it will meet all your high criteria. Don't worry, with your determination, and hard work ethic, and organization chances are things will go according to plan.

Commitment
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
Disappointment
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz
i know i'm nv satisfied with myself
Disheartened*

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Moo~












Bored Bored Bored!!!
CHEM test tomorrow-BORing
i have no idea what to study(are we suppose to study the whole theme or just chapter?)
whatever lah by the time i know it's already over~

n i still live to love

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Forgiven makes me feel much better:)

i seriously have no idea wat the hell wrong is in my life!!!
i'm not getting any better n frankly speaking it's worst.
-i forgot to bring along my Chinese yellow booklet
-The first time i failed my Amath test in my entire sec 5 life
-i scored badly for my combined science MCQ
n i know that i'm not going to score any better for my common tests.

n so what's wrong? Tell me...

i seems to lose focus in everything
i'm trying all means to stop thinking
why are these little things affecting me
why must i bother so much about them

n now what went wrong? Guide me...

Regardless in school,with my friends
i'm trying hard to hide my feelings
I'm sorry if u guys realise i'm giving a nonchalant smile
i'm not getting ur attentions
i don't need u guys to be there with me 24/7
what i'm asking for is perhaps just ur true n wide smile
Let me know that u guys are doing well:)

Hey '3 animals'
i have decided to forgive
bcoz tt's the only way i can release myself
i no longer bear a grudge in my heart
bcoz it hurts
i don't want to hate
bcoz it takes too much energy to
i'm not going to care about what u guys think of me now
bcoz from this moment onwards
i'm going to be true n sincere
so after all be back my lovess.


thx Alvin Quek u make me smile for a second:)

Sunday, February 1, 2009

It's my fault so be it
hate me for that
n i'm dying for it