Bf coming back "tmr" evening!!!
Woohoo!!!
I have Been secretly planning itinerary for our dates in April:)

P.s. Recovering from bottom of the rock

The Switch

Thanks to Janier I found a new hang out place. Not really new as it's under timbre group but it's convenient and less crowd:)
Hehe feel honored as she specially wore a dress for my date<3 and made a friend whom is janier's vocal instructor. She is so pretty and approachable. Thanks to her pressure, got to hear Janier sing again and on stage this time. "hey soul sister..." is running my mind now!!!
Enjoyed my day:)
P.s. Sorry Janier for texting "constantly" that night as my bf didn't get wifi there often:)
Credit: the day apple help blackberry for "light"

Miss my bf.

People move on too easily at times which create doubts about the shared moments in the past.

Destroy me

Trying all my best to recover from the bottom of the rock; myself.
Ignored it, thought about it, reflected it all over and over again.
I cried myself to bed last night, again.
I found the reasons behind my emotions.
I have given up myself;
trust me thats the worst feeling ever and should be the last thing to do.
I have no more strength to move forward.
Am fear of whats ahead of me.

Honestly, I could answer to myself bcoz I know I have tried my best.
But am really depressed and disappointed with what I have received.
Dont worry, I will walk out of this darkness.

Side note; hope dear is enjoying his Japan Trip

Bottom of the rock

I cant breathe.

helpless

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY.
I HAVE ACCEPTED THE FACT FOR THE FIRST TIME. I CANT ACCEPT IT AGAIN.
ITS BEYOND MY TOLERANCE. UNACCEPTABLE. FUCK THIS SHIT THAT AM FACING.
WHATS FEARING IS AM NOT BREAKING DOWN THIS TIME. AM FACING IT. AM REFLECTING ABOUT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN. TELL ME WHATS WRONG BCOZ I CANT TELL. ITS HUNTING ME DOWN EVERY FUCKING SECOND.

A stay

Week before my exams, Family and I got the opportunity to stay @ Four season Hotel for Free:) hehe though reluctant to go initially due to exam stress, I joined in the fun family gathering!!!
We bought alot of great food like pizza, sushi, drinks, cake etc and party in the room:)

Pizzas from NYDC:) didnt know they have good skinny pizza there!

After a sumputous sinful meal, Sis dad and I hit their gym!!

The services there was awesome!! though dad and I didnt bring along our sport wears, they allowed us in and used facilities..

p.s I always wanted a track mill like this at home:(

I had fun laughing at daddy;)

<3

The kind of hurt.

Question that none of us can answer. Only tears flow us away.

I love you. Alot. Still.

Lovers everywhere

Gladly announce my blog is not dead yet:)

Back from hectic school exams and unofficially graduated from year 2 yayayaya!!!

Sooooo... UPDATES!!!

how do we spent our Valentine's day?

did I mention we screw up our first Valentine day? HAHA

IKR... haiz... but well.. i hate valentine day.. what a marketing strategy applied...

but's it's a day where we look forward to still:)

To celebrate our 2nd Valentine day together,

darling brought me to TODAI.

Guess many heard about TODAI?!

its an international buffet at MBS.

if you have read the news food poisoning incidents happened there,

but oh well it's worth the try.

and good deal with SOFT CRAB!!! FREE FLOW!!!

Darling being a sweet guy there.

HAHA but we did for each other.. how lame..

so ke qi for what.

the place is pretty huge with wide varieties of choices

from Korean cuisine to Jap to western and chinese

if you are a sushi lover like me,

todai should be a place to try.

BUT i didnt try their sushi..

they had a wide weird sushi variety

and it doesn't seem appealing to me so well..

all food are freshly made and served

A must thing to try there is there chilli crab...

but limited to 2 per pax for each Q..

it runs out fast..

the only think i love about chili crab is mixing the sauce with fried buns

sinful with carbo.. but it's really heaven

Dessert time....

to be honest the dessert at todai wasn't up to standard...

and the variety there is limited:(

but whats popular there is their limited Korean strawberry!!!

haha the "amazing" gr of me always ask darling to do cute stupid thing

<3 him sooo much hehe<3

Conclusion about todai:

1. wide variety of food

2. taste on the other hand was average

3. price per per pax is about 50$

4. bad service; maybe due to the crowd on valentine day?!

If you are keen to go for a buffet but money constrain,

Todai is a choice.

If you are willing to spend more on a good buffet,

The Melt as I mentioned before was really thumbs up.