!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a hair-cut today and it's Super-duper Short!!!!
Reason behind: I talked to my Hairdresser!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She kept cutting throughout the conversation with me and because I trust her I didn't Stop her!
She took an Hour to Cut my hair then sat besides me and we talked for another 2 Hours!!!!!!!!
I realised how short my hair is when I walked by some stalls and saw my reflection!!!!!
Dun understand why everyone laughs when I told them this.
Stop telling me it's Cute. I dun like I dun like
Bottom of the story: Never Ever Talk To Your Hairdresser When they are CuttING YOUR HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you come to a point when I don't bother to do anything with you, ask about you...it's time for you to get worry

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Love this look

Or maybe i can balance it out?

P.S if u show and tell me it's worth it

How do you want me to break this news
I can't, I can't bear to, I don't want to
This is the only way out?
That's not the root of the problem don't u understand?
I dun want to give this up...I dun want to sacrifice it...
Mom u saw me crying and u still want me to do it don't you?
I have been warning myself maybe it's not worth it
maybe I have to place my priority Right
but you know it's blind you know
yet u still force me to open up my eyes and drag me away...
How long will it take this time

P.S are u willing to turn the tables?

I know it's mean but it makes me laugh like nobody's business.


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I need this now. Now. Alot.

Checkout today's date; a month to my 18 Birthday:))

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P.S: but somehow am not excitied

I know am 2 fools; for loving and acting so

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Expose!

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If I say that am taking back my love what's your say

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My apology. I just can't pretend that am okay in front of you.
Am sorry. Sorry for not accompany you to sleep yesterday.
How can i make you smile?
Others seem to be able to do a better job than me.

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Am at T1 FroLick now. Alone. Suppose to wait for time to pass and have lesson with yueleng at 7 but her dad cancel it again.
Am hiding in a small, nice and lovely Frolick with music playing.
Am loving this place now.
Sitting here, looking out at ongoing passerbys, security guard patrolling around....
A couple sitting behind me sharing their lovely Frolick. Sweet.
Don't have the intention to go home...can I just stay here for as long as I want....
Next destination?!
I dun know.

I caught What Happen In Vegas till 9 plus and headed back for an hour sleep. Hate the ending by the way. Fairtales-Happily-Ever-After kind of ending?!

Simply not what my type.

While idling around the house and hesitating if i should go for a shopping spree, i flipped through My Paper and saw

Damn! Sorry am not trying to be superstitious but with a bad start of the day, added on with THIS, made my mood worst. Seriously want to burn this Page! Ok fine so what if it says is true?! That doesn't mean that am at disadvantage!!! Am just trying to do what i want now and what i think is happy for me. Is this enough to shut this page up. ya simply F this page.
Upset me TTM that i didn't call tin today.
Hope he didn't get to see this post; praying that am not unlucky to the extent that he will suddenly drop by here to read.
Anyway my wrong. Sorry. I should simply burn that page and not dwell about it.
So screw or pacify me?!

Love Dad, sometimes i just hope that u don't own a company and simply just be an employee. Maybe then will you be happier.
Love daughter.

Sleep pls!!!

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It's 6 plus in the morning. My body somehow wakes me up at 6am and I can't get back to sleep then. This time not because of him but purely me-something is going haywire; my body or mind; better still maybe both.
Shld I get up and on the TV or continue to lay on my lovely bed and plug in?! Ok a thought just came across my freak mind: CALL TINJUS!!!
Hesitating.... considering.....thinking.....
Hmmmm.....ok Better Not!!!
Can't bear to disturb his good sleep.
Now my Freak mind is thinking what to have later:)

lookout for this!

Had a Great no it's Awesome Shopping with Love mom today.
Dad gave me $100 to spend. Love him TTM. He is the reason for me to be selfless.
Anyway I spent alot today though i told Love dad that i won't spend much when receiving the hundred!
Ok i have a purpose of shopping today- hunt for a diamond ribbon necklaces!!!!
However to my disappointment, I only saw a pair of diamond ribbon earring. It has exactly the same design as I want but i didn't get it as currently am still harbouring a hope for the necklaces.
So lovely Friends be nice and help me take a lookout.

Love

Used Yue Leng's 'toy' to form this.
Took it secretly while she is doing her writing
so tell me sweet or what?!

Thank God. You give me hope to believe.

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Today is just not my day so leave me alone and you will be fine.

I guess it's enough of 4.5hrs of surfing. My eyes hurt now.
Woke up at 5.30am to call and text him but he didn't reply At all.
Hard to get back to sleep then. Greeks.
Am Open to all kinds of explaination as
am Not Mad just curious and more of worry what happened/ happening.
Though it's just a day trip, hate that he's away as i have had to keep track of the news
and I:(phone.
If u realise why it's a :( and not :) it has not been very cooperative with me recently. Upset TTM.
Miss my shopping spree today due to
-aching body
-Yue Leng's lesson in the evening later

Dear D

Went Gaia with Tin and Clar a week or two ago. Lovely Michelle is working there ok that's not the main point, The food there is nice:) Truly Korean Restaurant. Quite a handful of Koreans had their lunch @ Gaia. Amazed by their service as they served 6 side- dishes before your main dish arrives. Love the atmosphere and decoration of the restaurant. Peace-loving place to dine in:)I have a 10% discount voucher which valid only a month. Need it for a date? call me:)

My Order. This looks plain but it's really Awesome. The noodles are chewy and the soup is sweet TTM that makes me High( sound like a drug) Miss the taste! Great recommendation to all girls

The 6 sidedishes.

The Guys' order. Rice Again!
GaGi is your Place if you

-have a big appetite

-want to go Korea

-dine in a serene place

Or see lovely Michelle.

P.S she's really a lovely and Cheerful lady; feel comfortable talking to her:)

Dinner at Just Acia. Always remind me of Garret when I enter.

Oh Duncan joins us later for IT Fair and Dinner. We gossiped about Jack Neo's dirty news while dining. Gosh the thought of that dirt just upset my stomach so I shall skip that.
BILL!

He upset me today. I sent him a sweet text to brighten up his day as he's leaving tomorrow. However he gave me a dull and ridiculous reply! Instead of pacifying me via the phone, he blamed me for giving him a depressing reply. Though Upset alittle that he don't appreciate it, I don't want to waste the time fighting over trivial things and affect our emotions.
Afterall DumbDumb does Dumb things!
Adore Still:)

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No matter how sad, depress, upset am, I must not show my emotional to them.
I will stay strong.

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Credit to ZhouHong.

His voice is now my Fav sound & His name is my Fav noun

I seriously hope that am that selfish that i can tell u whatever i want!!!

I know exactly what am upset and worried about
but I hate to admit it because I thought that I can handle and take it;
I thought that am ready to let go and it was just less than 9 hours that i thought.
but it's ur action prove my thoughts wrong.
This sucks totally.

All it takes is just a call from him and u can see me laughing and smiling heartily.
How amazing is that? how awesome he is to me?
I never thought that this will happen again. It has been on and off for countless times; everyone knows that. However no one knows exactly what happened or what is happening i guess neither do us.
Sometimes it's a little tiring knowing the obstacles am facing now and later;
a little confusing wondering does it worth it. Once a while these emotions will come to me and hunt for an answer; an answer that is not meant for me to answer. When that comes, i will remind myself am happy now; with his presence and that's enough.
Simply Adore who he is. That's the beauty.

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It's 5AM & I can't get back to sleep. Terrible.

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Because he was my past you are my present & maybe the future.

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Do u have any idea how torturing it is when I can't do anything to ease ur burden and problems
Do u know how depressing I am when I realise my words and presence can't cheer u up

Have i overdone it?

u make me happy by being happy:))

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The same man I passby for two days. Is Singapore that small or... Interesting. Very.
P.S if there is a third time, I will _________.

My beloved bro is back:))

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Had sumptuous meals since he is back:)) super duper happy to see his return! He turns so Black that we barely can recognize him when he approached us. His white teeth is so outstanding; what a joke!
Love him TTM:))

“You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.”

how i wish things can be that easy

WomanThe weakest point: being emotional.
The biggest achievement: finding the Right man.
The proudest: Their children

Men
The weakest point: No income
The biggest achievement: successful career
The proudest: countless affairs

P.s maybe i should just marry to my career.

Sweet!

Hmm... I wonder when's the next time to receive this again.


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Somehow I miss u alot tonight. Sweet dreams & Night:) love.

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Sometimes I just need reckless driver.

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I love it when...

-u send me random text telling me that u miss me
-u make me laugh like how no others can
-u give me morning calls
-u tag me along when u are with ur friends
-u prick in ur earpieces and share ur favourite song
-u warm my freezing hands
-u sit beside me
-u look into my eyes
-u entertain me with stupid stuff
-u win ur games
-u walk with me in the night
-u tell me secrets which no one know
-u ask for hugs
-u are searching for me
-u feed me
-u try to know me better
-u call me names
-u say i look nice
-u gossipe with others about me
-u advise me here and there
-u go down 1/2 steps of escalator to stay the height as me

-we say the same sentence at the same time
-we burst out laughing together


-if u cook for me
-if u invite me over
-if u hold my hands out of randomness
-if u hug me tightly
-if u give me surprises
-if u think u can't find anyone better
-if u understand me inside out
-if u take silly photos with me
-if u show how important and special i am to you
-if u are here
-if u side and defend for me
-if u write lovely notes
-if u see the beauty in me and love my flaws
-if u are proud to tell others how good and close we are
-if i mean something to you
-if u say
i like you.

No matter how old woman are, diet will forever be on their list

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I dun care how others think bad about me but not you. You should know me inside out and understand me by now.
I detest to hate; I learn to see the beauty of others.
Lending a listening ears to others doesn't mean that am bitching around.
I don't have an motive to get close.
Stop thinking that I play a bad role!
U should know. But u show otherwise.
Alittle upset and alot disappointment.
But It's okay.
Now u know.
Remember a million and two times no more.

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I can see the sky because of you
So Don't stop. Don't.
Continue to push me high up...

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There's a million of reasons to end a relationship but there's only one reason to start it.
It's Love.
Having a long-run relationship is easy. What tough is constantly loving him and fighting for his love.
Every relationship will reach a dull point. It's a point when ur honeymoon is over. No more surprises, goodnight texts, morning calls... Everything seems to change overnight.
At that point u will doubt how much he loves u? Is he changing or he meets someone better?
If neither one is going to do something to spark the relationship, misunderstanding and arguements will occur, followed up by break-up.
In my point of view, fight is not a bad happening. I love to fight at times. I fight for my rights. I fight to understand one better. I fight because he is Worth Fighting for. So fortunately or unfortunately if u happens to fight with u loved ones, calm down, place urself in his shoes and explain to him u fight because
U still love him.

Drenched!!!

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It's either u start loving me or making me love u more.

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Fear inflicted again.
Am afraid.
Afraid that I will lose what I have
Everything seems so beautiful
So perfect. Now.
Am contented enough.
I promise I won't ask for more
Just this way
Remain this way will do.
Am willing to trap in this small dream u created.
I don't feel like waking up
I feel like dying here.
P.s: as days are approaching,
I feel like am losing u. My heartbeats are running fast. My tears are accumulating. I feel insecure.

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Can't wait to see or hear from him.
Gals I dun know why either.

Shot!

strong






We went forP.A.I.N.T...............(PAIN)B.A.L.L.S today!!!!
One word to describle COOL. Very!
Never miss that out in ur life.
Thanks lovess for making the event a success.
Nice Shoting.
Next event: Ice-skating