Its only the start of 2 days of sch and am dying.
Seriously. This is so going to be a depressing and wordy post so just close this window. Ty.
Saw my classmates for commskills yst. Its kinda of okay.
A few potential people but I dont know why I just dont like.
There seems to be a barrier whenever I meet with new classmates.
Maybe am so getting used with my Year 1 loves though after nearly a yr?!
I really miss working and having fun time with them.
No pressure and fear.
Most of them are having their own problems now. haiz.
Jenny's classmates are pretty much worst.
Congy is stress and he already had group meeting tmr. wtf.
Von has class from 9-9 on tuesday.
The rest are mostly stress over coming piles of work and classmates who cant get along with.
Darling also very depress esp when his best team partner-Clar Chua isnt same class as him.
He complains he nearly has any friends in his elective. Though I have a few familiar faces in my class,
I really just cant bring myself to them. But well, commskills is PBL (WTF), FOI has projects and am in HR elective so for sure I need groupmates.
I guess am really too stress and putting too much pressure on myself as I keep emphasising and reminding myself that I must really score this sem to offset my bad grades last sem.
There's no room for mistake and risk.
I force myself not to use my phone during lecture except am with a boring and nagging lecturer like my Intro. to counseling lectuer who is my tutor too. Otherwise, iphone is in my bag!!
I have to admit last sem I really let my guards down.
I ignored my doubts and ran to look for dear after all tutorials.
Its entirely my fault.
Now I have to repent and be disciplined.
omg stress.
Quiz every week for counseling and it consists of 40% project.
FOI is a hard subject bcoz am competing with Banking&Finance students and it has a hardcore 20% project.
I hate commskills and my tutor happens to be my year 1 CP. I didnt give her a good impression bcoz I forgot my year1 commskills tutor name. wtf.
so much things in life that i can complain about.
I can cry, nag to dear over it but I choose not to.
I can take this.
Its only 7 freaking weeks.
I can do it.
SUCK IT UP.
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