It's my bad.
I keep pushing away people who really loves me and keeping the ones who don't even clear about their feelings for me.
I was told he was really nice and i see it.
He really makes an effort to cheer me up daily despite my unreasonable anger and frustration.
He bothers to meet me every now and then just to have a closer interaction with me.
He will sit there patiently while am doing my work.
He will observe and listen to whatever crap i have to say.
He is nice
yet i push him away.

Perhaps am going to miss another man who really adores me.
Perhaps i just don't deserve their love.