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You know what i love the most about us?
I love how we used to talk endlessly everyday and crap about anything everything. I love how we used to be comfortable sitting close to one another. I love how we used to warm each others' hands as somehow we always have different body temperature. I miss how we used to complain and console each other when we faced family issues. I miss your morning blur voice in the morning and sleepy musty words in the night. I miss the time when i shut my eyes just to feel your presence over the phone. I adore how relaxed we feel even if it silence between us. I enjoy how we often share the portion of our food and we always have different preference and taste. I miss how we used to fight over stupid and dumb things even if it's none of our business. I love everything you said even if you didn't do what you mentioned. I miss the times when we aimed to break our almost 4 am record. I adore the days when we texted each other after meals especially dinner. I love going your house doing nothing but la on your bed and watch you play games. I love it when no matter how tough, stress or competitive our situation was, we have each others' support and trust.

However, Everything change. The days and times were no longer there. All the situations have turned the opposite way. The people and friends around us change. We have changed.

It's either I love the changes and be happy about it or I walk away and never look back.
I choose the latter.