Bf coming back "tmr" evening!!!
Woohoo!!!
I have Been secretly planning itinerary for our dates in April:)

P.s. Recovering from bottom of the rock

The Switch

Thanks to Janier I found a new hang out place. Not really new as it's under timbre group but it's convenient and less crowd:)
Hehe feel honored as she specially wore a dress for my date<3 and made a friend whom is janier's vocal instructor. She is so pretty and approachable. Thanks to her pressure, got to hear Janier sing again and on stage this time. "hey soul sister..." is running my mind now!!!
Enjoyed my day:)
P.s. Sorry Janier for texting "constantly" that night as my bf didn't get wifi there often:)
Credit: the day apple help blackberry for "light"

Miss my bf.

People move on too easily at times which create doubts about the shared moments in the past.

Destroy me

Trying all my best to recover from the bottom of the rock; myself.
Ignored it, thought about it, reflected it all over and over again.
I cried myself to bed last night, again.
I found the reasons behind my emotions.
I have given up myself;
trust me thats the worst feeling ever and should be the last thing to do.
I have no more strength to move forward.
Am fear of whats ahead of me.

Honestly, I could answer to myself bcoz I know I have tried my best.
But am really depressed and disappointed with what I have received.
Dont worry, I will walk out of this darkness.

Side note; hope dear is enjoying his Japan Trip

Bottom of the rock

I cant breathe.