Are u still living in the past?

I:)phone

E*pose@2

I got another and final wake up call today. I understand how he feels months ago. Am going through the same thing now. Damn.
You know that person is awesome sweet to you, being there to shower you with loads of love and care. Foremost, together your can be so close. Yet yey yet... your have different feelings towards each other. Most common thing- one sided. Months ago, I don't know why and how one can't fall for another despite the closeness and love from another. Now i seems to know. Am a stupid dumb ass; i should have know it 4 years ago when i met so many awesome nice opposite sex yet i just let them passed by my life. Weird. Seriously it can't be explain till u really experience it yourself. I experienced it and i can't put them in words.... Perhpas put it in simply, we are selfish. We want all the closeness and love though we know one day we are going to hurt that person. Yet neither do we want to lose them or go any further....do u understand? like really understand this complicated idiotic stuff??? OKOKOK whatever; seriously Whatever! Am not going to give any care now; am too young for it.... no wait... am not going to touch it even if I get older Seriously enough.
I need a Getaway.
Girlfriends give me a beep still.

You & I are just E.N.T.E.R.T.A.I.N.M.E.N.T

Feelings and Heart don't lie
and your actions show all
so stop lying to urself.

E*pose@1

There's smth really attractive about this particular guy. Shit I can't do that. He's taken. Maybe that's his attractive part: Awesome sweetness to his girlfriend. I witness it; he really is. Damn. He's taken. Am I kind of jealous here?! Oh no.


I:)phone

Sometimes I just hope that I can be different in your heart

I:)phone

Disappointing results. Damn all my efforts and sleepless nights 'reward' me with a C. Perhaps that's life; Unfair. All projects are done and holiday is here yet the tons of work and stress on me did not reduce. " Top 10%, Top 10%, Top 10%, CP,CP,CP, A, A, A, Seal points, Seal Points, Seal Points............"
F.M.L
No one can be trusted
Dear Lovesss remember this: People who gossip to you will gossip about you
(not applicable to my BFFs HAHA)

lovely you are.

This guy have been my support since secondary one. He is Always there for me Always. We fight to show how much we love each other. Though at times i maybe demanding and he's reluctant to do as i told, he still did eventually. He's willing to come up with things that makes me happy. I remember when i was so caught up with work during sec 3 that i skipped my meal, he went to canteen to smuggle some snacks for me. ( I still remember he bought egg tarts and an apple) That's how sweet he is. He also did little handmade keychain and other lovely things for me..They are still with me idoitic! We used to walk home together and never fails ( I think once HAHA) will he walk me to my block. I remember on the way home, we used to push each other and i will try to jump to hit his head ( A tough job for me) He always stand up for me during secondary school. He is willing to sacrifice for me. He is lovely.

GYH am doing this to remind how amazing you are. At least to me and always will.

P.S I doubt he will read this so please do me a favour by telling him.