Getting together is nt the main point; loving u is

Am not going to care hw things will change in the future I just want to enjoy myself nw n flirt with that same old boy I like:)

Why didn't anyone inform me that 27/01 is the actual release day of JAP result?
It's just came so sudden this morning.' Hey on ur phone and see the result...' It's damn abrupt and i chose to face it alone as usual. I got into TP Business.
Everyone seems to be glad when i told them my result
.What about me- the main character?
Happy? Disappointed? Tears?
Ask me & i will only look at u blankly.






I got into TP Business.

Bring me to Life

I woke up from a Terrible Worst Ever NIGHTMARE At 2h ago. The most scaring part is i have no idea if am in the dream or reality. It totally freaked me out. Never in my life am i so dubious if am still in this Earth. Nothing wake me up just now & I called Nitsuj (a decision which am not sure if it's right or wrong)
we had a conversation which i can't remember what i have said or rather i dun know what nonsense have i spouted. This is bad. wait let me think again... Haha ok tiny little bits of memories are running in my mind now. I think he pissed me off and he have yet to apologise SINCERELY. Unhappy* He did something sweet n funny as well to make me laugh n ensure that am back to reality. Adores*
I doubt i can sleep. Am dread of my bed now.
Can't sleep as well?
Call/text me am free to entertain you.
FOC:)

Did i tell you i like them?? OMG!!!

That's when i love you

Give me 3 minutes 39 seconds

of your lifetime

&

listen to this song.

Am indifferent

if you know how to apprepricate me.

In a few hours time, i will be back to a place
a place where I conquer.
Finally, everything seems to settle down.
I can leave the City for a few days and figure out what's my next step via this short vacation.
2010 is going to be a new adventurous year for everyone.
Am going to enter a new environment, meet new people & adapt everything like never before.
I remember this is what i want when am in secondary school;
getting rid of people i detest, explore the world out there and start my new lap of journey again.
That's one of the reason i choose SP.
However, the thought of it scares me now.
Imagine meeting one of my classmates on the street,
and what are we going to say next?
The usual end of conversation : Meet up soon ya/ Catch up again!
That day will never arrive or rather should i say tough.
We have our own new live soon and will we forget about the past?
Or is the past meant to be forgotten?
Am dread/detest/afraid of changes.
Am not ready yet.
Are you?