Borrow 3 mins of your life and think if am dead what do you regret not saying or doing for me?

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The INFATUATION part just makes me laugh...HAHAH

Closeness

Am treasuring the time, the texts and the talk we have now before you meet your gal.
P.S I hope so are you
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It's amazing how powerful the three words can be.
Thank you:))




P.S Iloveyou.
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Miss my overdue Favourite boy:(

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E*pose@5

No matter what your heartache maybe laughing makes you forget about it for a few seconds.
That's the reason why I like to be around with him HAHA!!!



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Utimately disappointed with you.
I wanna cry:(

Self-note: That was Yesterday!

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My little sweet ones

All my little ones came to disturb yesterday. Oh what a wrong timing. HAHA anyway I dump my books and went to play with them. Miss my days when I was at their age. Besides play, serious talk is a need for me with them. Get to know what they have been up to, their education and social-life. Everything is so good with all their laughters:))

He: am going off...
Me: sad face :((
He: Dun be sad though I know you can't find anyone who can make you laugh anyhow!
I looked at him
He: but you can easily find someone to disturb and interrupt you!
Me: HAHA True!!!

P.S I seriously dun know what to do with you.

Reality

People only see the ending results
They should be seeing how we produce our results

Work on it

I must Must MUST finish studying my Controlling Part1 before meeting my bed!! Pinky Promise:)
So if you are reading this at 3am later, give me a ring:)))
In case you are a BSG student, don't be shock as i skip topic HAHA
I receive a bad Bad BAD News today. Damn.
XuanHui Am going to miss Him:((( I Need Him:((( SIGH
Maybe i take it too serious but am sad over it; very.
Sidetrack, Am going to make a change HAHAH
I shall keep this in a dark and perhaps results will be seen in October:)

All right Back to my CONTROLLIIIIINNNNGGGGG
P.S Ling I miss you:)

The wonderful time we share together


Btw it's a baby girl HAHA she looks like she's shitting


Say soooooo CUTE!!!!!!
Can I admit that I went to give birth when I was away weeks ago:))
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You heard that?

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Am gonna change My fear towards Econs Make it Totally Disappear.
Hello Econs; nice to meet you:)
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I seriously seriously seriously need HELP in ECONS!!! I have come to a conclusion that my heart loves Econs but my brain don't and this makes me very sad:(( I can't do anything to my stupid shitty brain:(((

You are living well right
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I have a strong feeling that history is going to repeat again for my econs paper. Idiotic Cong HOW??!!

Am scare:(((((((((((((((

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I Remember I used to receive flowers during O's period:))


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P.S Idiotic Cong we have not been talking. Beep me.
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What's love?

A student asks a teacher, “What is love?” The teacher said, “In order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.” The student went to the field, went through first row, saw one big padi, but he wonders… maybe there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one… but maybe there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he starts to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, and he knows he has missed the biggest one, and regrets. So, he ended up going back to the teacher with an empty hand. The teacher told him, “…this is love… you keep looking for a better one, but when it’s too late, you realise you have already missed the person….”

I remember reading this in a 'sex' outlet at T1 (level 4?!) with Justin. WAIT... Before u let ur mind wander to somewhere wild, continue reading... It's not really an outlet that sells Sex or condom stuff, but it just sells weird, creative and funny gifts like sex toys, sex card games so personally I name it as 'sex' shop and ur shld know which shop am refering to Right??!! I think we went there to steal some ideas for whoever birthday gift( Xuanhui's??) and we read this on a card I think... I forgot what's Justin's reaction after reading as it happened long ago... Anyway am interested to know how u feel after reading the story:)) share?!
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E*pose@3

My examination period is a Big Major happening at home. I will start to do weird actions at home, say and mumble funny stuff, provode my dad for bed-fights, hit my mom's butt when she's cooking... HAHA!!!!


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The Truth@2

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The Truth@1

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Getaway

So tire of everything.

All the fights, pressure, struggle, failure.

I Need a break from everything and some private time for myself.

I will be back a month later?!

Beep me if necessary.

Take Care lovesss.

Are u still living in the past?

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E*pose@2

I got another and final wake up call today. I understand how he feels months ago. Am going through the same thing now. Damn.
You know that person is awesome sweet to you, being there to shower you with loads of love and care. Foremost, together your can be so close. Yet yey yet... your have different feelings towards each other. Most common thing- one sided. Months ago, I don't know why and how one can't fall for another despite the closeness and love from another. Now i seems to know. Am a stupid dumb ass; i should have know it 4 years ago when i met so many awesome nice opposite sex yet i just let them passed by my life. Weird. Seriously it can't be explain till u really experience it yourself. I experienced it and i can't put them in words.... Perhpas put it in simply, we are selfish. We want all the closeness and love though we know one day we are going to hurt that person. Yet neither do we want to lose them or go any further....do u understand? like really understand this complicated idiotic stuff??? OKOKOK whatever; seriously Whatever! Am not going to give any care now; am too young for it.... no wait... am not going to touch it even if I get older Seriously enough.
I need a Getaway.
Girlfriends give me a beep still.

You & I are just E.N.T.E.R.T.A.I.N.M.E.N.T

Feelings and Heart don't lie
and your actions show all
so stop lying to urself.

E*pose@1

There's smth really attractive about this particular guy. Shit I can't do that. He's taken. Maybe that's his attractive part: Awesome sweetness to his girlfriend. I witness it; he really is. Damn. He's taken. Am I kind of jealous here?! Oh no.


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Sometimes I just hope that I can be different in your heart

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Disappointing results. Damn all my efforts and sleepless nights 'reward' me with a C. Perhaps that's life; Unfair. All projects are done and holiday is here yet the tons of work and stress on me did not reduce. " Top 10%, Top 10%, Top 10%, CP,CP,CP, A, A, A, Seal points, Seal Points, Seal Points............"
F.M.L
No one can be trusted
Dear Lovesss remember this: People who gossip to you will gossip about you
(not applicable to my BFFs HAHA)

lovely you are.

This guy have been my support since secondary one. He is Always there for me Always. We fight to show how much we love each other. Though at times i maybe demanding and he's reluctant to do as i told, he still did eventually. He's willing to come up with things that makes me happy. I remember when i was so caught up with work during sec 3 that i skipped my meal, he went to canteen to smuggle some snacks for me. ( I still remember he bought egg tarts and an apple) That's how sweet he is. He also did little handmade keychain and other lovely things for me..They are still with me idoitic! We used to walk home together and never fails ( I think once HAHA) will he walk me to my block. I remember on the way home, we used to push each other and i will try to jump to hit his head ( A tough job for me) He always stand up for me during secondary school. He is willing to sacrifice for me. He is lovely.

GYH am doing this to remind how amazing you are. At least to me and always will.

P.S I doubt he will read this so please do me a favour by telling him.

Everyone is talking about one BIG Thing------HOLIDAY!!!!

I have self declared my hoilday 2 days ago and now I don't even bother to complete my tutorial work. Worst still I have one presentation on coming Thursday. Damn because of this presentation or rather That Tutor i have to waste my money to buy a Long Pants. Just feel like going up to her and say : Hey it's not that our skirt is too short, yours is simply too Long!!! Am going to shop for covered heels too; am more than willing for this:)

to be updated...

P.s GYH cheer up:))

Ugly Truth

You make me realise who is the most important person in your life.