Prelims results was back. It sucks serious. It just didn't meet my expectation as usual it never did. I have no idea how long i can hang on but am struggling with everything especially science. Am just deadly dreaded of SCIENCE since primary school. Chemical? Not a fun at all and it's hunting me down!

Luck is the name of the Game of Life.

Had a bad time recently. As much as i hope we are friends, i doubt so. I don't want to take the risk of falling in the trap. i just want to be safe and sound for the 'remaining days'. Fortunately or unfortunately what she said did come across my mind. What a wrong move.

No point saving it when it was dead long ago.

p/s: who can i turn to?!

Time

Time check: 8 plus in the morning.
I have been surfing the net for the past an hour and so. I have no idea why i woke up so early but i just don't get to sleep well for the whole night:/
There's dozen of says in my heart but i choose to keep mute.Somethings are just not meant to be voice out.
It was not the first time neither was it the second. ya it was the third time. But i feel rather different this time, which most probably is the last time. I have learnt not to jump to the conclusion and let nature take its course. For this third and last time, i want to keep it as private. Private.
Alright let's keep that aside and move on to the next topic.
Grandmother's 80 Birthday celebration was great. Everything will be Awesome with her around.
Pardon me i don't want to get details into that. The sad thing is everytime i leave her, a question will always pop into my mind-will this be the last time? Whatever it is, Let me escape from reality.

I seek the God(s) for forgiveness three days ago. I made a promise. I want to see the beauty of others and divert their weakness away.

Now what?

In a few more hours time, am leaving Singapore to our nearest neighbouring country.
It's definitely going to be a enjoyable short trip as i miss them SO MUCH. Foremost, i can finally see the most important person in my life-My Grandmother! Happy to the Maxi:)

Prelims have not ended and O's has not even start but i seems to have slacken. I screwed up my Geo, Amath paper 2 (as usual He make me tears):, Poa paper 1 (simply don't understand the theory and i don't want to know either).

Miss all my girlfriends-It's time to catch up for lunch!

P/s: am a Love and Hate girl:)

I Thought i could do well but i never did. Never.

P/s: Trust? too early to say.

I directed a 'Anti-Schooling' campaign last Wednesday. Unfortunately...Mission Failed. Defeated by the Empress.

He's my study partner, sleeping monkey and one who i can do self-talk with! Sounds crazy?

Thanks for all the gifts of encouragement.

Am been adored by them to the Maxi ;just love being spoilt:) The more they did for me the more stress am. Just too afraid that i will disappoint them again. Can some kind soul show my Awesome result slip to my parents? No am not going hand in my result slip. Yes just leave it Blank; like who cares?!

Am so tire:( struggling with too many things that i can hardly breathe.Please Stop telling me how lucky am to have 2 A2 in my pocket. It Sucks seriously. " I DON'T want A2 u heard me? I want to GET OUT of this trend!!!"

Am trying very Hard to forget the past but memories just keep coming back and forth. Hate myself for being so Petty. Hate Hate Hate TXC. Can't i just be more mature to put down everything, shake hands with them and be true Friends again. Wake Up idiotic.

Sometimes when you love someone, it's easy to be blinded by their lies.
Continue lying. Truth will reveal itself as Time goes by...

P/s: Tearsdrops again as i miss him way too much.

I have Forgot but Not forgive you

When things go really bad, they are always there for me.

Thanks for granting the permission to be myself back again.

I'm seriously glad to have you by my side. Always and love you.

To people who make my life so miserable: Sorry to let you know that for the time being i can't open my heart to forgive and forget. Either u are my friend or you are nothing. Categorise yourself after reflecting what you did. Honestly?! A second with you simply make me puke. So stop making our life so difficult; Go away because i don't need you. You are nothing to me. Bye.